Goodbye - Jilix

Don't Go!

Felix grabs a book and steps outside, he looks at the constellations through the telescope. Closing his book, he sighs as he walked downstairs... A rustling startles him, causing him to glance down at a trashbag. Slowly walking towards it, he taps it with his foot. The trash bag moving around again, Felix kneels down to open the rustling bag. As he peers inside, he finds a boy. Felix gasps in shock, falling onto his butt as he jumped back.

Jisung woke up, his head ached a bit. His eyes open more as he gets up, finding himself in a bed. He looks back, seeing Felix sitting in front of a desk. "You woke up?" Felix asks. Jisung gulps, narrowing his eyebrows in confusion. Felix only chuckles, smiling to himself as he continued writing notes.

Jisung quickly gobbled the food given, stuffing his face with a spoonful of rice. Felix sets down a glass cup filled with water, sitting down in front of the starving boy. "Do you have a place to go?" He asks. Jisung gulps, shaking his head slowly as he swallowed his food. As time began to pass... Felix began making marks on a map, noting everything. He was focused until he saw Jisung come out. Only in his dress-shirt, all clean while his hair was damp. As Jisung walks out, he stops... noticing Felix who was watching him. Their eyes meet for a few seconds before Jisung quickly made his way to a seat, Felix eyed Jisung while walking towards the fridge. Opening it, Jisung looked back and found Felix sticking his head inside the fridge. Panicking as a huge smile was on his face, Jisung giggled softly as he looked away and looked back.

The two made notes on constellations, Felix looking through the telescope from time to time as he wrote information. This time they went to a grassy field, Jisung ran around. Giggling and laughing loudly, feeling the cool breeze go past as Felix set up the telescope. Watching Jisung with a smile, Jisung waved and watched Felix wave back. Jisung played around in the grassy field, twirling around as he inhaled the fresh natural smell. Soon it began to get dark, Felix checked the telescope. Holding Jisungs wrist to bring him towards it, showing the beautiful stars and planets. The two pointed up at the sky, pointing out the beautiful shining stars. The sound of a sausage sizzling filled Jisung's head, Jisung using a pair of chopsticks to flip the sausage over. Felix and Jisung feeding each other, laughing and telling jokes. Jisung teasingly leaned a sausage near his mouth, not letting Felix take a bite. Felix pouted, chuckling.

Jisung sat in Felix's lap, an arm around his shoulder while Felix's arm was around his waist. The two looked into each others eyes as they slowly leaned in, a passionate kiss forming. Jisung giggles as he broke away, Felix poking his side to tease him. Jisung elbowed him playfully, smiling widely. Getting up, he sat in the pokey grass. Admiring the beautiful field, Felix watched him with love-filled eyes. Jisung looks back, smiling widely as their eyes met. Felix smiled, until a familiar memory flashed passed his brain. Seeing a blond boy with curly hair smiling, his smile slowly dropping as he watched Jisung.

Jisung sat on the couch, sketching a picture of Felix. Adding freckles here and there, smiling to himself as he kissed the paper. Felix sat beside him, "What is it?" He asks, trying to see. Jisung only laughs, raising the notebook high so Felix couldn't see. Felix trying to get the book from his hands to see, but unable to do so once Jisung quickly ran away. Little did the two know... a man was watching them. After a few playful fights, Jisung came to the living room. Finding Felix asleep on his desk, Jisung walks over and puts a blanket on him to keep him warm. Before he walks away, he finds an album of a boy with blond curly hair. Slowly picking it up, he went through the pictures. Narrowing his eyebrows in confusion and curiosity, he set it back down as he kissed Felix's cheek.

The two sat on a bench out on the porch, the sun setting down. They watched the amber-like color, Jisung leaning his head onto Felix's shoulder once he closed his eyes.

Felix was wiping the glass of the telescope with a rag, his phone ringing on the desk. Jisung who was eating snacks and reading, glanced over. Munching on a biscuit, Felix walked over and picked his phone up. Answering the caller, "Hello?" He answers. "Why did you take the abandoned boy in the trash bag and make my situation bad?" A voice spoke. "Who is this?" Felix asked with concern and anger, Jisung watched him with confusion and worry. "Just listen to me..." The voice spoke again, Felix kept quiet. "I know you had a boyfriend who went missing five years ago," The voice began to speak. "I have your boyfriend, Let's switch..." Felix's heart dropped as he heard the words, looking at Jisung. "I need that boy now," the voice continued on. Jisung shrugged, thinking Felix ended the call. Continuing to eat the small yummy snacks, reading a magazine. He hummed happily, smiling. Felix gulped, looking at a happy Jisung.

Jisung and Felix walked through the field, the tall grass swaying through the wind. Felix taking big steps, Jisung following behind him as he swayed a long piece of grass in his hand. Skipping and hopping as a huge smile was placed on his face, when they continued walking. Jisung's smile slowly dropped, he stood in place as he saw a white car. A man pulling out a boy with blond hair, holding him against his chest tightly. Felix looked back, finding Jisung who stopped. He sighed, walking back to hold his hand. "Let's go..." he looks away, Jisung trembled as he shook his head and pulled Felix's hand back. "I-i don't want to..." his lips quiver. Felix frowned, pressing his lips in a thin line while he looked back. The man signalling him to come towards him, Jisung feeling heartbroken as his teary eyes looked at Felix. Felix let go of his hand, beginning to walk away. Jisung grabbed his wrist, "Don't do this...!" His voice breaks. "Don't go!" Jisung pleads, his voice trembling. Felix looked back at him, eyebrows narrowed. "Don't go!" Jisung pleaded, whimpering and hiccuping. Felix holds his breath as memories of him and Jisung flash past his mind, before exhaling. Taking Jisung's hand off his wrist, Jisung felt his world shatter in a matter of seconds. A tear trailing down Jisung's cheek as he watched Felix walk away, only the view of his back was shown. His breath hitching as he began hyperventilating, looking around with disbelief.

The man picked up Jisung who screamed, kicking and wailing. Wanting Felix to come back for him, Felix only spared a glance as he walked with the blond curly haired boy. But their eye contact only lasted a few seconds before Felix looked forward once more. The man pulling Jisung back into the white car, "Yongbok-ah! Bok!" Jisung wailed, sobbing as he reached a hand out. Hoping Felix would hear his begging and cries, the Australian man continued walking on forward. "Don't go...!" Jisung pleaded, begging for the other to come back.

"Don't go!!"

The voice echoed inside Felix's head... only remembering the huge smile of the boy.