Monday is the leader of a famous group in school, everyone look at her highly and some are afraid to even have a fight with her but then she met, Avara a transferee from her school, overwhelmed by the new environment she accidentally messes with he...
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MONDAY
It has already been a week since that day we went to the Dean's, it still feels surreal to be honest accepting the death of Avara.
Avara Dean.
Now I do know that life is really unfair in so many ways, how everything turned out with my Mom and Dad, with my life...with her. Tumigil ako sa stop light at tumingin sa paligid. It was one bright sunny morning in our City. A week, a month or a few years, kaya ko ba?
Kaya ko ba Avara?
Sumabay ako sa pag kanta ng Creep by Radioheads, habang hinihintay ang green light.
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
A day without you again, my love. After a while ay nakarating na rin ako sa Condo ko. Everything was the usual. Galing ako ng grocery to get some food for a few days at bumili na rin ako ng breakfast. Pumasok na ako sa loob ng Condo Building at pumasok ng elevator. Pinindot ko ang floor kung nasaan ang unit ko.
Pag karating ko sa unit ko ay napatigil ako. It's like I see Avara everywhere, kung saan kami humiga, tumawa, umiyak. Where we shared a once in a lifetime love, kung sana lang mas pinahalagahan ko ang mga panahon na iyon.
"Beautiful, sobrang ganda mo. Sobra, sobra. Sorry I wasn't able to take care of you. Halika na, kumain na tayo." Kinuha ko ang picture frame na naglalaman ng litrato ni Avara. Linagay ko ito kabilang parte ng table. Umupo na rin ako to have breakfast.
Looking at the photo, made me realize how you have to love someone while they're still around because not everyone has the chance to. Like, me.
Yes a week has pass. I made it clear with Bella kung anong nararamdaman ko, she said she understands. Hindi na muna kami naguusap sa ngayon, and I think it's for the best. Kinausap ko na rin si Sece tungkol dito, and she was heartbroken as I am. Good news tho since she mentioned that she's pregnant, so I told her not to stress about it.
Dad
Monday anak, pupunta ako ng Manila bukas. Pupuntahan kita sa Condo mo.
You
Yes Dad, nandito lang po ako. Hintayin po kita.
Dad
Yes, I can't wait to see you baby. Alam ko kung anong pinagdadaanan mo sa ngayon. Nandito lang ako.
