HIDDEN FEELINGS

(The cloaked woman part 2

Aaron's point view

Aaron reaches out to floors  and picks up  crunched up paper it read "it's over." Turning it over Aaron soon realizes there was map of cloaked woman's house

After reading the words "its over ."I was panting,  air went through me in small doses  My diaphragm  was going crazy as I struggled  to breath I could feel  my lungs weaken from the pressure   It seemed like they will soon collapse  I hold on to my chest  in an effort to control my breathing as magnitude of what I had done started take its toll on  me,  I had cheated on  only person who had been nothing  but good  to me  I felt  like a monster  and I was monster   I wanted to die  how could I  how could have stooped so low    There was no excuse  for what done I was miserable person a cheat a fool a soulless being I just wanted to die cause couldn't be in world were hurt my girl, that salvia immediately began to flood my mouth l could feel myself slowly start  to fade  as my heart pounded in my chest in effort toforce some oxygen into  back  into my weakening lungs , wheezing I struggled to breath and pain in my lungs was excruciating fought hard to breath continuous loss breath causes me to loose consciousness and black out

To find myself in a dark cold room to find my body drenched in cold sweat , my was heart racing million miles a minute I could feel adrenaline scorch through my veins like an acid burning my insides , trembling I struggle to regain my composure eyes blurry and misty I constantly look over my shoulder see if there was any one watching me I was shaking terrified of what may find mastering up the courage I look down my body to find myself nude and my heart sunk in that moment I had done an thinkable cheat on my girl ,sitting in fatal position I couldn't believe I cheated on Michelle I was horrible undeserving of forgiveness I wanted Michelle to torture me yell at me do something but not to hate me but it it was too late she wanted nothing do with me It was only right thing to do is die cause couldn't live in world were I hurt the girl love and broke Mums promise to always treat girls with respect. Could feel demons in my head urging me to do it I climbed top of highest cliff and was about to free fall to upending doom Suddenly my eyes snap open bringing me

Back to reality my body was trembling it was freezing cold I was shivering non stop skin was covered in goose pimples as tried trap heat the-hairs on my skin stood rubbing my hands together sited infatal position rubbing my eyes I was able to clear my vision I look around taking in my sorounding I soon realize we were still in a cave it was all a dream I was relieved and thankful that I never cheated on Michelle and it was sex dream but important thing is I didn't actually do it My eyes shift to Emily who was actually walking my way swaying her hips just like in the dream but wasn't gonna fall like prey to her antics anymore using my rage I look way but Emily continued to make advances known naked she tried suduce me dancing around me but I rejected her driving her to brink of incertianity in on last attempt She belly dancing she had most delicate prettiest waistline that most women only dream about , but I refused to fall her antics I refused to stoop so low Just couldn't stand her I hated with very fiber of my bieng she was known for playing with my emotions not this time and I didn't care if she hate me as far as am concerned she can go to hell.

It had been three days since we got lost in this cave Thanks to "miss am so perfect" my blood instantly boils just by looking at her I wanted to go home so bad But I knew by now Michelle must be worried and thinking of worst. She always knew had feelings for Emily but she always patient with me caring for me though I don't deserve it she my angel cause she nursed me back to health and was healing my broken heart that was caused by Emily the least I could do was be faithful and knowing my warrior princess she was searching high and low for me I had do was pray she finds us soon before I fall to Emily's beauty she was my cripinite and I knew I would eventually fall to her beauty and I just couldn't but knew if kept making these sexual advances towards me my dream would come true but I was going to fight hard before let myself be fooled into trechous ways cause her main aim was to jeopardize my relationship with Michelle and I wasn't going to have it
I started hearing foot steps and quickly got dressed in my wet clothes wasn't going to give Emily the sastification of ruining my relationship so I threw her clothes and told her to get dressed  I didn't want Michelle  to get wrong idea if she walked in