This Feeling

This feeling again...

The sun rises today
Oh how I want it to go away

The night before was long
My head it feels all wrong

The demons of my past
These memories wont last

Exhausted as I am
I'd still give you my hand

Beaten on the ground
Where is the hope I thought I found

My body aches of sorrow
I don't wish to see tomorrow

I can't defeat these demons
They won't leave no matter the reason

The sun kisses my skin
But your lips it is not akin

I long for that warm place
But instead the cold I face

Down on my knees I fall
Does prayer help at all

My armor has been stolen
Underneath you see I'm broken

All my walls I had built up
By your words they are struck

Your touch has made me weak
My strength I do seek

Frightened by this feeling
I lay and stare at the ceiling

This thought is here to stay
It is love I am in today