Faded (sander side)

Chapter 2

Deceit view

I woke up in a cold sweat gasping for air, I had yet another nightmare this time Thomas said he didn't need me and pushed me into a dark abyss. while I was falling I saw Thomas having a great time with out me it was like I never existed in the first place (a tear fell from my face landing in my lap) and when I hit the bottom of the what I thought was an abyss I shattered.

I shocked my head to get rid of the dream I got up and went to the bathroom I was going to put my hand on the sink and it slip through. "what that is possible" I said out loud unconsciously, I tried to place the my hand on the sink and my hand did touch it. 'maybe I'm just tired and mist the sink, yes that's probole it' I thought as I started to get reedy for the 'wonderful' day I'll have. A couple of minutes later and I was adjusting my cape as I stepped out my door even though I didn't want to but I had a job to do.

the other side may not know this (not even Remus and Virgil) but I am not just in charge of Thomas's lies but his truths, self care and wants or/and desires. so my first job is making shore Thomas is well and heathy by checking his immune system then his mantel stress and final Thomas himself, all before he wakes up. And then I have to stock him all day *cough* I mean monitor and recorded his behaver, if he acts differently or get hurt physically (of cores I do this from the shadows were no one can see me).

secondly when Thomas is a sleep I check his dream for the future and put the accomplished one to another room (witch is of cores the dream come true room). then to culet the dream that could not come true, but I don't destroy or through out these dreams I turn them into little glass balls or fragile marbles and places them in a wooden box (picture above) I keep it hidden in my room as for the key I keep it on a golden chain around my neck. I have three keys, the other two key are for this room and the true room.

I only need to do this job once a week just to check on the dream and clean them. before I final head to my room and that's mostly my day. I hardly see the other sides that do to my jobs, maybe why Remus think I'm a shut in when I'm hardly ever in my room or why Virgil did not know me that well because we hardly spent that much time together and both of us weren't the most talkative, I was just the creepy snake that crept around in the shadows, the thing that went bump in the night (which did not help Virgil's anxiety or paranoia or the faced that he was a very light sleeper) which explains him not liking me. oh and the faked that he forgot it all, I sighed as I felt the negative emotions rise within me, I took a deb breath and averted my attention to something else.

Finally when I have dun my job for the day I'll just stay in my room reading a book or a script from some random play or maybe watch some tv. so I only leave my room to do work, if I'm summoned or to eat p.s I have two meals a day one before Thomas wakes up and one after he has gone to bed (before starting my second job if I have to do it). but to day because I had my second job to do I just went to bed out of being too tired, even though I knew a nightmare was awaiting me, since it was all I ever had that or darkness but nether were good to me.

( 675 words in this chapter and I would like to apologize for any spelling or grammar errors, my English ent that great sorry but I hoped you liked what you read so fare.)

TO BE CONTINUED...