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Something is wrong

Y/N POV

I woke up surprised that I wasn't the only person in my bed but I remembered the events that had occurred last night. Charli was still asleep so I tried my best to not wake her up while I got ready. But I couldn't get up her grip was to tight around my waist. After a couple try's I gave up so I just laid back down and watched a tv show. "Good morning". Charli said while rubbing her eyes open. "Mornin Charles". I said with a big smile. We both go up and got ready for the day. We went downstairs and everyone was in the kitchen. "How'd it go?" Dixie said with a smirk to Charli. I turned my head to face Charli. I was confused on what she meant. "Nothing happened dix." Charli said. I went to go sit down next to chase. We talked until we got interrupted by Charli asking me what I wanted for breakfast. "Um I think I'm gonna skip breakfast for today I'm not hungry." I said looking down. Everyone looked at me confused. "What do you mean you always eat breakfast." Charli tried to sound confused but you could hear the anger in her voice. "I'm just not hungry geez it's not a big deal." I said kind of mad because nobody believed I wasn't hungry.

TIME CHANGE- AFTERNOON

CHARLI'S POV

It was around 1pm and I was starving so I asked everyone if they wanted to food. Everyone said yes and they all told me their chipotle orders. I was just about to hit deliver on my phone when Y/N walked down the stairs. She had locked herself in our room for the whole day. "Hey Y/N we're ordering chipotle what do you want?" "Oh I don't want anything I just came down to refill my water bottle." She said in a tired voice. "No I'm ordering you something whether you like it or not so what do you want." I said starting to get mad. "I told you I don't want anything." She yelled. She grabbed her water bottle and fast walked upstairs. I was mad she wasn't eating it wasn't like her to not eat. I figured at some point she would come back downstairs for food so I left it alone.

TIME CHANGE- NIGHT

Y/N POV

I've spent all day locked in my room listening to music and sleeping. I haven't been eating and everyone is making a big deal about it. I started crying over everything over how fucked up my life is. I didn't want to feel numb anymore so I took the pocket knife I had and started cutting my wrists. I've never cut before I've always gone to just squeezing ice in my hand until it hurt but that wasn't enough. I heard I knock on my door and panicked. "Y/N what are you doing in there?" I knew it was Charli. I didn't know what to say I couldn't tell her what I was doing so I just said whatever first came to mind "uh.... drugs, shit." I rolled down my sleeves fast enough for Charli to not notice. "DRUGS?! THATS NOT OKAY. WHERE ARE THEY?!" Charli screamed. "No I'm not doing drugs I'm not like that I just panicked so I said what first came to mind." I said trying to stay calm. "Oh ok. Why are your eyes all red and puffy?" "Oh I was crying. Sometimes you just need to let it all out." I said. "Okay." Charli said going in to hug me. I pulled back and went to go change into pjs.

CHARLI POV

Why did she pull back from my hug? She never does that. A million questions raced through my mind. She came out of the bathroom in long sleeves and sweatpants. "Y/N we live in Cali how are you not hot?" I asked really confused. "Oh I don't know I'm just cold I guess." She said while walking over to her bed. I ran over to her and put my hand on her forehead to make sure she wasn't sick. She wasn't at all her forehead wasn't hot it was cold. I didn't think much of it and climbed in her bed. "Um Charli can you sleep in your own bed tonight?" I was really sad that she didn't want me to sleep with her tonight but I did as she said because I didn't want to start up an argument. I went to sleep with so much on my mind.

This chapter is definitely the worst chapter I've written but it's ight. Yes I know the relationship of Charli and the reader is going really slow right now it will be quicker.