I found myself longing and hanging at the end of a bridge. I'm gazing at all the beautiful scenery that make my heart so full and i can only amazed by that each time, sometimes i wonder what world could be if we as a human not living in it. I'm forever grateful for anything and for live because oh, this world is too beautiful to leave behind. I got nothing to lose, i got everything, God already planed it out for me and i just need time to find out how could i make myself worth to deserve all these amazingly beautiful creation.
Everyday i got to walk on a public park just to see a swan in a small lake, the sounds of the water's fall really make my hearts calm. Every morning i got to get my first coffee and bagel in a coffee shop near downtown
Now i walk that street again and all i hear was nothing, on that street i usually see a bus that brought up so many people from a big city but now i can't see a new people, i miss all of that.