We just sat there after that we didn’t say anything, by the time you got up again it was 10pm and you were really hungry. You sat up and walked to the door, and Niall was right behind you. The two of you walked to the kitchen, you walked over to get food, but Niall leaded you to the table and you sat down. He went over and go you some food, he brought it to you and you began to eat. He just sat there not eating, which was weird for him, he looked like had been crying too. You studied his face for a long time, before saying anything.
You: "everything will be ok." You said trying not to cry or anything.
Niall just looked at you, he had a smile on his face, you smiled back a little one but it was one.
Niall: "please, don’t do that again I can’t deal with the idea of you being hurt, or the idea of you thinking you did something. I love you and nothing, I mean nothing is going stop me from loving you and never forget that."
You: "ok, I love you too." He leaned across the table and kissed you on the forehead. You finished your food and then went back to the room and fell asleep with Niall holding you. Then next few days you just stayed in the house, with Niall, and the others. It was almost a week later when you left the house for the time. You also hadn’t been on twitter the whole time you weren’t brave enough at all. You left the house to get some food for everyone, Niall and the girls asked if you wanted them to come but you felt you needed to do it by yourself. You made it to the store without anyone seeing you, which made you really happy. You were walking around the store getting some food, and then you were going to pay, when you saw a magazine, with the headline “Niall Stands Up to Fans about Baby” there was a picture of you and Niall together. You grabbed it and started to find the page but it was your turn so you got it. This was really weird for you because, you never would read anything about the boys. After paying for everything you started walking home and started reading the magazine. There was a picture and quotes from Niall over the last week. There were quotes saying that he was happy with the whole thing and no one could stop that, also ones about the fans needing to be happy for the two of you. You continued walking home, read the article, smiling the whole time. When you got home everyone was out back talking expect Zayn. You walked over to him and started talking.
Zayn: "I am really happy for the two of you, everyone is."
You: "thanks Zayn; I really wasn’t sure how everyone would react to it."
Zayn: "don’t worry we all stand behind you guys and nothing is going to change that. Now what did you get we are all so hungry?"
You: "Just some food, don’t worry I will get it already, go on out."
Zayn: "ok call if you need any help." He said walking out the door leaving it open just a bit.
You continued reading the article, and making the food. You were cutting up some vegetables when you got to a part of the article from fans. You were really surprised to see such sweet stuff. Then you got to a quote from Molly how was she getting around so much you thought. You were also surprised to see that it was the quote from twitter, why would they use something so mean. You weren’t looking done at the vegetables when you felt the knife go into your fingers, you screamed and looked down to see blood everywhere the cut was huge. Just about to the bone you guessed over the time of reading what molly had said you must have started to push harder. Before you knew it you were falling the sight of the blood made you faint, you could hear Niall calling your name right before blacking out.
*Sorry it’s been so long and this part isn’t that long I will write again this week and it will be longer*