"I met this kid... Blaine a little while ago. I haven't told you about him before because I wasn't really sure about him but he's really helpful. I know you might be disappointed because... well I haven't been the smartest person. But Blaine knows how to make me feel better. I think that he's the one."
Kurt chuckled. He'd been talking to his mother for almost 30 minutes. Blaine was staring at him, mouth open. He'd had absolutely no idea Kurt's mom was dead until now. He closed his eyes for a second and went to sit next to his boyfriend.
"W-what are you doing here?" Kurt whispered. "I told you to stay in the car."
"I got worried..." Blaine admitted. "I didn't know..."
Kurt looked down. "Well, now you do."
"Is this why-"
"I really just don't want to have conversations about this. They literally always make me cry and I've been doing enough of that lately."
"Kurt, come on. Don't you see how it's so much worse when you hold it in?"
This made Kurt turn to face his boyfriend.
"You're supposed to be able to lean on me. I'm your boyfriend and I love you. You shouldn't want to hide from me. You do know that I'll listen right?"
There's a short silence before Kurt nods. "It's just hard for me to open up... to anyone really..."
"I know... But I hope you know that I can handle whatever keeps going through your mind. I can't imagine being in such a dark place that you'd want to hurt yourself."
"It just... I know it's wrong but it's like my body tells me otherwise."
"Why? You're so perfect... I mean seriously..."
Kurt smiled and looked up. "Do you think my mom this so...?"
"Of course she does. You're beautiful and so sweet."
Their smiles grew together. They walked back to the car, hand in hand.
***********
Later that night, Blaine was cuddling with Kurt when Nick walked into their dorm.
"You guys won't believe what I just saw."
Jeff was behind him, nearly fainting.
"Can that Wait?" Blaine asked.
He'd be lying to say he wasn't currently working his way into a make out session with his stubborn boyfriend.
"It has to do with Karovsky."
Both boys shot out of bed to follow Nick outside. What they saw, nearly choked Kurt. There he was, Dave Karovsky, at the top of Dalton Academy.
"How did he get up there?"
"I have no idea..."
"What's he doing?"
"Wait, he bullied Kurt!"
Trigger...
By now the entire school had heard about the death threats. What they couldn't see was Karovsky's tears. That is, until he was on the floor two seconds later...
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Kurt's Secret
أدب الهواةKurt Hummel has stayed in the closet after a coming out operation gone wrong. Hiding his emotions brings another coping mechaism to mind. One that involves self harm. After moving to Dalton Academy, Warbler Blaine Anderson has been assigned to help...