Who Would've Known (S.M Fanfiction)

Chapter 65

"Shawn I'm late!" I blurt out and that's when he lets go of the door, he closes it and turns to look at me. I stare back at him not knowing what else to add. He just looks at me waiting for me to say something but God knows there's nothing in my mind. As you have seen before, every time I need my brain it blacks out. So I wait for Shawn to talk.

"As in late late? Or as in you're late for something?" He finally asks putting an end to this awful awkward silence. He walks closer to me, putting his jacket on the couch once again.

"As in late late." I answer looking at him trying to figure out what he's thinking. He looks calm but freaked out. He must be in some kind of shock. He stares at the floor not looking at me, and it freaks me out because I can't read him.

"Since when have you known?"

"Literally just now."

"At your brother's place? When Lya talked about her sister?" He kinds of asks but also states. It was clearly that moment when everything started going downhill. From there, I stormed out with a stupid excuse, I spit out my drink in front of Shawn, threw up, spent a ride in complete silence, get him all worked up, then turned him down, getting mad at him for suggesting I was drunk, and God knows what I'm forgetting. So I'm not surprised he figure it out.

"Yeah, that's why I freaked out and wanted to leave." I say as I nod my head and play with my hands. Not looking at Shawn.

"So there's no homework?" He asks, and I immediately feel bad about myself, I hate lying. But when I look up to look at him in the eyes as I'm about to admit my lie, I see a smirk in his face, which makes me feel relieved.

"No homework." I say with a chuckle at the end, which makes Shawn chuckle. "You don't know how sorry I am. I freaked out tonight, I didn't know how to act, especially in front of you. And honestly my mind is everywhere. I'm really sorry for everything."

"Hey, don't worry." He says getting closer to me, grabbing one hand of mine in his, and with his other hand he brushes my arm up and down. "I may have overreacted a bit too, so I'm sorry as well. Don't worry, okay?" He says once again and I nod, giving a shy smile.

"Okay." With this he lets go of my hand and wraps his arms around me, I hug him as well, feeling safe. The way he has reacted to the news makes me feel calm. I knew he was a nice guy, but you never know a guy will react to an unplanned pregnancy, especially after a one night stand. Even if we ended up together, for now, it started with a one night stand. "Thanks." I say with my face against his chest, hearing every heart beat.

"For what?"

"For not freaking out, at least not like I did." With this he chuckles and I do too.

"What are you talking about? You didn't freaked out." He says making me laugh.

"Oh please! I honestly think I freaked out in a brand new way."

"You could get it patented?" Shawn suggests making me laugh again. He makes me laugh so much I leave his embrace, he laughs as well. And I think of how wrong Jen was, why couldn't I just trust in my instincts and just tell him right away. I would've saved me some embarrassment. I sit down in the couch, and calm down from the laugh, Shawn sits besides me and grabs my hand.

"Thanks again, for making laugh. I needed that." I smile at him and so does he.

"No problem." He smiles and we stay in silence for a while just looking at our hands, Shawn drawing circles with his thumb. "Can I ask you something?" I nod at him. " I might sound stupid."

"Not as much as I did all night, so shoot."

"Look, it's just I'm not very good at how all this works. So are you sure you're... you know, or is it just a possibility?" He asks me and I find it kind of sweet, how he knows nothing about the female body, but also stupid. But I'm not one to judge honestly, when I also know a thing about his male body. And by body, I think you know what I mean. I just chuckle and now I started drawing circles in his hand with my thumb.