Dreams

What if that was real?!

I was a perfectly happy cute girl living on a deserted island with my family, i don't know how did we get there but still.. My life was normal!you might not call it normal, but I do! We always ate fish, and therefore, it was my favorite food. My siblings and I always played together by the shore and my parents always told us to be secured first and take care of each other; like any other typical parents (I guess). We had lots of routine days till this interesting day came, it wasn't completely interesting , actually just one moment of it . It was spring, so it was a sunny day. The sky was all blue and incredible to look at, the trees were substantial and huge, and the flowers were blossoming in which you would really enjoy smelling their amazing scent and watch their miscellaneous colors and types.. Not to mention that the sea was blue, okay, it's white! but the reflected blue color looked great on it! and the whole environment was just magnificent and magical!! I sat there watching the sunset and appreciating every single moment of my life because I know that I am so lucky that I get to see all those blessings.. And I kept wondering if I'm ever going to be glad like I am at this exact minute and if people will be lucky to cherish these things that I was able to treasure ... i was thinking about lots of things (frankly); you know crazy and stupid stuff like "Can I ever fly?" "Will I ever be a hero?"; but all of a sudden something kept me away from those clumsy thoughts and I thought that I saw something with a pointy thing upon it, oh well, I might have been wrong; i am always wrong! A couple of days passed by, and it was still a customary day, so I decided why not give it a try and swim in the sea. I know it might sound corny, but I've never been into water before although I'm living on an island (so weird), but don't judge me! I thought it contained eerie animals but I guess I was wrong as usual. I put my feet into the sea imagining they would turn into tails and i would become a mermaid which was a really silly thought that turned out to be fake!!! It was really some cold water I stepped into, but i wouldn't stop.. I continued till I saw a rock near me and decided to sit on it. I waited there a while and meditated a little bit but i heard something in the water, so I figured out that I should go back home and not get into serious trouble. So, I stepped into the water again and headed towards the shore quickly with my back facing the sea (for sure). I was trying to avoid anything because i know that if i saw a fish, i would've stopped to see it! Anyway, my parents heard my footsteps, so they hurried to check on me. I stood still while they explained that they were so worried about me!! "Where have you been? What were you doing? Haven't we told you not to go alone ANYWHERE?!!"... But, i explained in a very lame way.. "I want to experience new things, to explore. I want to see the world from a different prospective! I want to be a new girl that knows something that can change the lives of many people!".. And their reaction to my explanation was so right "and what the hell does sitting On a rock and putting your feet in water have to do with exploring?!" I thought for a while but I couldn't find anything to say.."oh well, you know.. Ummm.. Okay, let's forget about this whole conversation please".. Then i started changing the subject and being a bit sarcastic for they didn't see me. "like, come on guys, i was exactly in front of your faces.."but they told me that the last place they expected me to be in was the sea and i guess that they were right.. Somehow, my family is always right, it is like they know everything! And I wish that I would be able to be like them.. So now; after this weird conversation; they turned their back to get into our house that we built there.. it was made of wood that we took from trees and it doesn't require a genius to know that! but as soon as they saw me heading toward them, they stood there still. How do I say it? Oh right! Completely frozen! And all of a sudden, they started shouting and screaming out loud while pointing out on me and i was just startled because i had no idea what they were pointing at. So i turned my back to see a huge shark behind me, it looked vicious and gigantic. And the result was screaming at the top of my lungs, and i definitely went to my parents and hugged them and we stood there shocked because it didn't eat me while it could. I had to be a hero and go near it while my parents stopped me and told me to snap out of it, but I couldn't (I was stupid; I know)! Now the strange thing is that the shark closed its mouth although i was coming closer to it, but my parents told me that the shark outsmarts us and it is going to eat me when I approach it. But I was stubborn yet scared, and I continued walking toward the damn shark. I felt like my blood pressure was increasing in every step I took and the temperature was increasing 100 degree Celsius per second. I kept wondering: what if that was real?! What if it ate me? What if........? What if......? But, I was courageous enough to approach the shark when it suddenly opened its mouth. I thought that it was about to devour me but instead it turned its mouth upside down to show me a house-looking thing. The shark stretched its mouth and it was red (which was cool because it looked like the red carpet) and I placed my foot on it, but my family started telling me to get off of it and they wanted to take me by force. But I demanded them to stay away and entered it. It wasn't as any other normal shark (I think); it contained a fancy house which was colored in pink consisting of a bed, chairs, tables, FOOD (yummy), and so many other things. I got out of the shark's supposed stomach and I told my parents about it, but they didn't believe me and they thought it was a miracle that I came alive out of this creature's stomach. They warned me and told me that I shouldn't do that again; I promised them to keep a distance from the shark although I didn't mean my words. My tongue was saying lots of things, but my mind was thinking of so many different things. The next day, I saw the shark again and decided I should get into it again, but instead I ended up sitting on its top and surfing the whole sea. It was a perfect day, a day I've never been through in my entire life. Of course, I got yelled to since I didn't tell my parents about going, but it was fine by me. And I would still ride on the shark again.. I slept after lots of suffering because I really wanted to do that extraordinary experience again. When I woke up the next morning, the first thing I did was ask myself, what if that was real?! I spent my whole day waiting for that shark which I called "SHARKY" that changed my whole life in a day and I did find it every day. I had adventures with it, we would go and scare people out of their socks, visit touristic places for free (because the shark would freak them out from a distance), and getting to see people after all these years that passed by... I even had great friends called Harry, Niall, Emma, Liam, Louis, Zayn, and Andrew; my only friends, that I used to visit while sharky waited for me in the sea and they even came to visit me.. we spent lots of times together and I just frowned whenever I went back home to the island where my parents got worried about me a lot. The guys and I used to hang out in sharky's stomach lots of times and we loved each other so much... We had lots of good times with each other and I would never forget that sharky was the reason.. (love you sharky, and yes, I'm crying). I woke up the next morning and my family told me that they don't trust this evil shark and that it was manipulating me, but.... You know, I never listened. And one day, while sharky, my friends, and I were in the middle of the sea where I completely trusted sharky, it threw me into the water and it was weird. It started eating the others and I was left with Andrew till he ate him. I felt like a dagger was struck into my heart. I can't believe that i was foolish enough to trust a shark. I was really afraid and I figured out that my parents were right, it is manipulative. And then, it opened its mouth. I felt paralyzed, I couldn't scream, I was in a big shock. I couldn't believe my eyes.... Then while it was eating me .. BOOMMMMMM................. I opened my eyes to see that all this life was fake, fake I tell you. All these years I spent on the island were not real, I was a normal girl with a normal life in Lebanon... so what I mean to say or actually ask is WHAT IF THAT WAS REAL?! Well, at least, I know why I couldn't explain lots of things at the beginning which totally makes sense! Why did I dream about this? Was it because my mind wanted me to be relaxed after some kind of stress that I was facing in real life and then things started to be awful due to the unfortunate facts I was dealing with in the real world? Was my mind trying to find a way to make life easier or was it trying to show that I'll never have an awesome life?? I still wonder, and I wish to know the answer! Is this dream a silly one that a buffoon person would dream of or did it have a meaning that was supposed to be known? Did it mean that my BFF in real life was going to betray me, and this dream was just a preparation for dealing with this upcoming tragedy ? HELP!!i need help to know... Oh well...