If I Die [BTS X ARMY]

35. GUARDIAN'S, GRIM REAPER'S & DEITY'S

The air around the tea room felt more comfortable than the last time I had been here. Although, a huge part of me was broken and unmendable, atleast I wasn't feeling that numb of emotions like before. I had made a deal, to save BTS and return, so I was fulfilling it. My heart was little bit at peace to know that they would be still alive, at least for now.

Jonghyun sat down opposite me, and I greeted him with a smile, unlike last, when I had decided not to even accept his presence. Jonghyun pursed his lips, not knowing what to reply to my smile. I almost laughed out loud at his adorableness.

He was finally beginning to look and act a lot like his old self. I think meeting BTS had done it's toll on him in some other ways. I hoped the boys hadn't done or said anything that would ring him up.

I know now the consequences for a Grim Reaper to have his past life memories back. It's like a punishment. It's the punishment Grim Reaper's get, to live a life again by taking other human beings lives as living.

Also, to teach them that although they might be alive, they might eat and sleep like normal humans, they weren't humans for real. They were just servants making the job of the Angel of death a little easier.

Enough of Grim Reaper knowledge. Let me get to the point.

Let me make this very clear, everything that happened after this, happened really quickly, as if time had sped all of a sudden.

Jonghyun stared at me for a long time, before running his finger through his hairs, and then he begin.

"So it's time. I will bring you your tea after it's boiled but first, I would like to know somethings."

I raised an eyebrow in confusion. "You mean, you are going to question me? What for?"

"I just want to know, what is your relationship with those idols, what are you to them? Don't worry, it's not work related. I'm jusy really curious."

I sighed, trying to understand Jonghyun's questions more properly.

"Me? I'm just one in a million of their fans from their crowd. Nothing more." I said with a smile, remembering Misoo's word's.

"Then why do they like you so much?" pressed Jonghyun. I smiled at the word's.

"It's not just me. It's all of us."

"All who?"

"ARMY'S."

Jonghyun rolled his eyes, not liking my riddle like answers. I laughed a little, but that laugh disappeared when I remembered one thing.

BTS won't remember me. They won't remember me once I'm gone.

"If only I had more time with them." I whispered, not noticing the tears that flowed out slowly.

Jonghyun stared at me silently. I will be lying if I said I didn't notice a hint of pity in his face. Then again, Grim Reaper's don't feel emotions. Was I just imagining that?