Beyond the hat

the blend of music & him

I'm Elle and I'm the one the world warns you about. I'm not pretty but I have brown hair hazel eyes but a lations skin color I'm labeled as a nerd , a goth kid , A geek or my favorite a gamer girl but the worst of all a suicidal freak ; Life here is hard but with music I'm able to drown the voices away.

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I'd sit at his window a story off the ground as the wind blows against my back I'd pull down my sleeves to cover my hands along with my panda hat pulled just an inch above my eyes so I can see , I'd knock once more to see his face realize the sound above the sweet noise of his guitar. A smile , a smile he gave me as he opened and pulled me through his window . My mind was racing "Its been a while since he's been home , since I've heard his songs ,since I've claimed through his window" "Jami !" I'd sing as I wrap my arms around his neck hugging him out of excitement cause us to fall to the floor with a soft thump we cuddle for a while.

Elle: "Jami your home "

She would sit up staring at him with amazement as his hand slips behind her neck and his lips kiss her for head whispering .

Jami: "Yes princess I'm home after months of missing my best friend I couldn't miss out on anymore of those new video game releases I know you've been talking about ."

From behind his back he would pull out a few games a box of food and her favorite music tape .

jami-Just the thought of her face bright with happiness and joy as she freaks out from my gifts makes me happy . Just the very fact she is the reason I came to reason the war isn't stuck in my head I feel god has blessed me .

I'd place my hand apon her side as I sit down behind her with controllers turning on both the game and TV , I'd shiver to feel her sit back against me with careful hands I'd hug her .We both would whisper faintly under our breath "Promise to never let me go ".