Collection of Unspoken Emotions

Xia

She can't think straight when He is around, it seems like her feet have been glued to the ground.

And every time He goes around her, there the butterflies in her stomach ready to fill her again.

Before, you cannot find the word 'love' in her vocabulary because she believed that it's a waste of time and Men? They are a waste of time.

So as she grow older and turned into a fine lady, there were a lot of
suitors trying to win her heart but none of them succeeded.

Until one day, while scrolling to her Newsfeed in Beybook her eyes was stuck to a picture of  person standing in the middle of snow smiling with a little girl in his arms, and then she looked at the name of who uploaded it

"Brendon Smith."

To her dismay, it was her bestfriend's crush and shrugged the thought of him instead and continued scrolling again.

*ting!*

1 message unread

*click*

Brendon Smith: "Hi my Mother told me not to talk to strangers so I'm Brendon and I assume you are Xia? :) "

She smiled at what the man told her.

Wait?

"And so? There's nothing funny about it." She whispered to herself trying to convince herself that she did not feel anything.

*typing...*

Xia: "Need anything? "

*Brendon Smith* 
(online 1 minute ago)

"Ugh, stupid self you could've replied faster stupid." She told herself disappointed.

She's waiting for his reply but after a couple of minutes, still no response of him.

"Why am I disappointed anyway? It's like he's my boyfriend, duuhh I don't even like him."  She whispered to herself as she took her way to their kitchen to make hot coffee.

She looked at the clock while stirring the drink from her hand.

7:45 pm.

She thought to herself that it's still early, "Guess I still have time to watch some good movies."

As soon as she got back to her bedroom and locked the door, she placed her favorite drink to her little table and opened her laptop and log in to her Beybook account.

*ting!*

2 unread messages.

*click*

Xia: "Need anything?" (5 minutes ago)

Brendon Smith: "uh yes."

Brendon Smith: "my heart, i think you stole it ;) "

Butterflies.. "hey! It's not a good reaction" her conscience reminded her, but she didn't listen.

Xia: "Oh really? Well, have you seen mine? I think we exchanged lol."

'Omg! Xia you're so stupid!' said to herself and pinch her arm.

She's afraid. She doesn't even know the word love nor its meaning, She doesn't even entertain Men and then she is letting herself talk to this guy?!

"Why do I keep on talking to myself since I saw him? Ugh." She said in annoyance

"Maybe It's good feeling" she thought.

A good feeling? She don't think so, because she grew up seeing women like her being hurt from the man they loved.

She's afraid and unfamiliar about this feeling... but does she like him?

Do you think she'll take a risk for this man?

We never know....