my first real love- maihua lee

part 9

*5 months later*

Julia POV 

i haven't seen Maihua for 5 months now and its killing me,  i feel so bad for kind of cheating on her. but it wasn't my fault. Chloe kissed me, but i kissed back so it is my fault. i'm a horrible person..

so today me and Lola decided to go to a party because she thought it would be good for me. i didn't really like the idea but i didn't wanna let Lola down. so i did it for her. but as i was thinking of a outfit, Lola gave me one. 'Julia you have to wear this, it is so beautiful and you will make everyone jealous!' i love Lola, she's really supportive. i told her about Maihua so she knows i like girls instead of boys.  'alright, ill wear it' 'YES, thank you your'e making my day!' i was so happy that she was happy. 

we got in her car and we drove to the location of the party, it was at a sketchy place but i didn't care. it was full of people but i only saw one person. Maihua.

i froze, i haven't seen her in so long. which i understand, i broke her. but i didn't expect her to be here. she looked really out of it. i think she drank to much. i was looking at her when Lola asked me: 'are you okay? we can go somewhere else..' 'no i'm fine, maybe i can talk to her..' 'okay, if somethings wrong i'm talking to that hot guy over there' she winked at me and walked away. i decided to sit on the couch and grabbed a drink. 

time passed and only a few people were still at the party, that includes me, Lola, and Maihua. Maihua was dancing with some girl when i decided to look for Lola. then, i bumped into someone, it was Maihua. 'oh, i'm sorry!' i said looking down. 'no its my fault i'm so-'  she stopped talking when she saw my face, she wanted to walk away but i stopped her. 'Maihua, you can't ignore me forever..' i said while i started tearing up. 'alright, talk then, i'm all ears' she said kinda angry. 'look, i'm really sorry, i didn't even want to kiss her. but she leaned in and i couldn't do anything because she grabbed my hand. yes i know i kinda kissed her back but i didn't mean to. all i wanted to say is that i miss you and i don't want to put pressure on you to forgiving me' it was silent for a moment, then she grabbed my hand and walked to a room. when we were there i walked behind her in shock. when we were there she grabbed my face and started kissing me. i obviously kissed her back. she then said to me, 'i'm gonna show you that you only belong to me' she then threw me on a bed and started kissing my neck. lets just say that one thing led to another till we fell asleep in each others arms. 

Maihua POV

the next morning i woke up with a headache. i don't remember anything from the party. only that i saw Julia when i started getting tipsy. then i realized she was right next to me right now.  i kinda startled which woke her up. 'oh i'm sorry i didn't mean to wake you up' i said quickly ' oh its okay, i already was awake before you but i went back to sleep' she said sleepy.  'oh, okay' i said surprised. normally i was the one waking up first. but maybe i slept in because of the party and the drinks. 

'ill go get you a glass of water.' she said standing up. 'but your naked-' i wanted to say, but she already put on my shirt. it looked so good on her. i missed her of course, but i was still mad about her cheating on me. she came back with a glass of water. 'here, for your headache' she said softly. 'thank you, how did you know i have a headache?' i asked. 'well, you drank a lot yesterday, so i just supposed you'd have a headache.' she said while putting on her own dress. 'where are you going?' i asked, because she was putting on her shoes. 'well, this place is closed in a hour. so we can't stay here y'know?' she said with a smile on her face. that's when i realized this was still the party place. i grabbed my clothes and put my shoes on. we walked out of there and decided to go to my place to talk some things out. 

when we arrived we sat down on my bed and looked at each other.