AAAAAH BIG BIG TRIGGER WARING I REPEAT BIG TRIGGER WARNING DO NOT READ IF THIS KINDA STUFF TRIGGERS YOU, this story gets really really angsty and if you're not looking for that you should probably read something else, sorry in advance.
The drive was slow and painful, dreadfully so. My heart was pounding in my head and echoing through my ears. I took a deep breath in and slowly let it out, concentrating on the road, "One step at a time Mark, one step at a time".
Ethans p.o.v
I was cold and scared. The room which I could only assume was the basement smelled of mildew and dust, but mostly just missed Mark. I overheard her talking to him about him coming if he loved me, he wasn't coming.
You know how I know he isn't gonna come? He doesn't love me, simple as that. Never has, never will. In all honestly, I don't deserve his love. I've done nothing but annoy him, all I am to him is an emotional punching bag and I don't blame him, I'd use me too. God, I just wish I could move on, I know he'll never think of me the same way but god damnit I am in love with that man, and I have been for 6 years. Six fucking years of my life I have been pinning over him, wishing for something, anything. Ever since I saw him at Pax I knew right then and there that I was genuinely and utterly in love. So me being the idiot I was hid it, I hid it from the world, from my friends, and especially from Mark. And now, I'm going to die. Die alone with no one and nothing. I never got a chance to tell him how I felt. Tears stung my hazel eyes, threatening to fall. I closed them and let them fall, let them stain my cheeks... let them stain me.
I slowly opened my eyes after hearing a loud bang from upstairs, my eyes widened. I started shaking, she was back. I pulled my knees to my chest, cowering in fear. Then the door opened, the light behind her flooded into the dark atmosphere of the basement. It made her look angelic in a way, the light surrounding her. She was anything but. She slowly sauntered over to me, it looked as if she was trying to be sexy? Let me tell you it was not working.
"P-please don't h-hurt m-me" I was full-on shaking at this point, I was honestly terrified. I don't know who this woman was but she knew Mark, and he knew her. "W-what you gonna c-cry?" she said mocking me, laughing it off after. Then she slapped me, hard. The kinda slap where your whole body moves with your head. She continued to laugh more as tears stung my eyes and started pouring again, the stinging on my cheek getting progressively worse and worse. She forcefully pushed my legs down and straddled me on the chair I was sitting in, my hands tied behind me on the back of said chair. There was no escape. Out of nowhere, she started palming me through my tight jeans. Oh fuck. "P-please d-don't" I managed to get out with shaky breaths. "Why not, give me one good reason I shouldn't fuck you right here right now. "I desperately looked for the rig t words, then said something I never knew I would ever say. "I'm gay"
"... ok and?" I looked up at her my mouth agape confused as all hell. "W-what do you m-mean, I'm g-gay". "So, just because you're gay doesn't stop me from getting what I want." Just then she trusted her hips down on mine, I let out a small involuntary moan to which she smirked. "See you like it." "N-no I d-don't it w-was i-involunt-tary." She punched me right in the nose, I cried out. My head whipping back from impact. She undid my black belt and unbuttoned my jeans. I leat out a shaky breath. I deserve this, I deserve this, I des-
I let out another small moan as her hand grasped my member harshly, pulling me forward. She pressed her lips against mine, with her free hand she grabbed me by the collar so I couldn't pull back. I didn't move, I couldn't move. Three words echoed through my head, like a broken record unable to stop playing. I was right.
I was right, he wasn't coming, he didn't love me. She started jerking me off harder and faster, It was getting uncomfortable at this point. I mentally slapped myself for wearing such tight jeans. As I was about ready to release, the door slammed open and there he was, our eyes locked together, his softening as he looked in mine. He then looked at the state I was in. Swollen lips, stinging red cheek, bloody nose, tear-stained cheeks, red eyes, and a woman on my lap with her hand in my pants. He must be disgusted, look at you, you're hideous, why is he even here. I started to cry again, my own words being too much for me to handle. He ran over to me and picked her up right off me, her flailing her arms and legs. She looked me right in the eye as Mark was carrying her and slowly licked the pre-cum dripping off her hand. I shuddered and brought my knees back up to my chest, I rested my head on them and started crying even more as Mark dragged her up the stairs from the basement. After a few seconds of silence, Mark came running down the stairs causing me to flinch. But there he was, my knight in shining armor, my Mark.
He ran up behind me and untied my hands from the rope they were restrained in. He outstretched his hand for me to stand up, I looked at his hand. "Uh, I can't um..." I looked away as heat rushed to my face. He looked down at my crotch and almost jumped. "Oh wow, uh sorry" he blushed a little himself and carefully picked me up bridal style. I looked deep into his dark chestnut eyes and relaxed a bit. I buried my head into his toned shoulder and let out a small whimper.
Mark carefully went up the stairs still holding the small boy and exited the house. "Eth I'm so so sorry this happened you don't deserve any of this at all." He started to cry, his tears landing on Ethan's shirt. "It's ok Mark, It's over now" I lifted my head and gave him a small smile, he looked into my eyes and stopped. Stopped walking, stopped talking, stopped breathing, the world itself seemed to stop. We looked into each other eyes and before I knew it his lips were on mine. I was surprised at first but quickly melted into the kiss. Pure bliss, everything fell into place as I kissed back, our mouths fitting together like two puzzle pieces. I slowly pulled back and rested my forehead against his breathing heavily. "I love you Mark, and I have ever since I first laid eyes on you, I love you Mark Edward Fischbach, and I always will." Our eyes locking again as he said the words I will never forget. "I love you too Ethan Nestor-Darling."
A/N: Oh my god this story is like 1200 something words, why did I do this Jesus Christ
YOU ARE READING
Crankiplier oneshots
Romancethis is a book of one shots that I wrote! I don't update often if you've been following me you know that 😬 but ima try to update more soooooo yeah enjoy???