How do I say this? I want to tell my parents, but I can't.
So I'm telling you, Blue!
I'm bisexual.
I first knew when I started to fall for one of my old BFFS, Rori.
Rori was like a goddess in every way. Her caramel hair was the most beautiful shade I had ever seen.
Her blue eyes lit up my day like the sun does the sky.
She was brilliant.
To me, there was no god in the universe.
No.
RORI was the goddess of my universe.
I still can't say her name without sighing.
And the way she would call my name, it was like music to my ears!!
I knew she was lesbian. She had a girlfriend.
So I admired her from afar. Staying quiet.
How I regret that......It's not like she would like a loser like me anyway.
I also liked dudes.
I had a crush on this kid named Gailylen once.
Worst mistake of my life!
I dated him for a few months before breaking up with him. He was a total jerk.
I moved away from them though.
I'll never get to see Rori again, and it pains my heart.
I never told my parents about my sexuality. I'm too scared they'll find out that I really am a waste of space and hate me for it.
Oh, I got to go.
See you later Blue.
Hugs,
Jupiter
