it all started with an ex

Abusive Ex

So I have woken up from a dream of dateing Jadn Hossler but you've realized that you have to go to school and its 6:50am and school starts at 7:45am so you jump in the shower, and you take a shower for 15 minutes and you get dressed  for school so your mom first takes you to the Safeway gas station, to get some snacks and it's 7:30 so you have 15 minutes before the bell rings so you get to school and, start to look for your bf but I remember that he won't be there untill 3rd period. So you go to your first period which is Math so you get done with your first period and your bf is at school and you see him but he dose not answer you and him just walks by, so you just get annoyed and complain to you bsf which are named Celeste, Alexis, Kairi, and Kylie.
        And they tell you to leave but he is a very homicidal person so anyone that's make him mad he will look for guns on the black market so you did not want to break his heart but the thing is, is that he can care less about what you feel so he cheats on you and you know about it but does nothing.
Because you just don't want to be single at all but you just deal with the pain. So as their period comes by that's is the class to where you have the class with your boyfriend so you talk to him but not as much because he does not want to people to know about his sexuality which his is bi so, now your relationship is not really happening the only people that know is his sister and your friends which I'd mostly 20-30 people out of high school literally it's almost 800 people OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY!!!!!!!!!
 
      So two weeks later you have had enough of the shits he has put you through so you finally break up with him because it's the same shit over, and over,and over again.
         So then you go home and cry on your bed and at that point your over life and you just want to die so that's what you do die by overdosing then you see the devil come up to you and say "do you want to kill people who ever tried you and become the most powerful being in the world" and you being be like yes so thunder happens and lightning  happens and then you wake up in the hospital with your mom right next to you crying but then she's stands up and says "why would you do that!" Then your like umm I don't know why but I'm still here right