BakuDeku Oneshots

🍫🍪 I Feel At Home..

"I...I...I'm..."

Was I really coming out to him, out of all people?

(Midoriya PoV)
(This is kinda like a flashbacky thing?)

Ever since Middle School, I've learnt two things.

One: Being gay is looked down on.

Two: If you're gay, you can't be a hero.

That's how it's always been, which struck me down. I used to get beaten at school for being a queer. The only way I was able to cope through the pain was through self harm.. I know it's wrong, but there's something calming about it. On top of all this, I've had deep feelings for my childhood best friend.

Zoom to present it's like...11:30pm

"Alright! Who's ready to play truth or dare!" Mina exclaimed, guess I should tell you the context.

UA just got dorms a few weeks ago, and due to school being cancelled from a recent attack we have to stay in via dorms. Only Me, Bakugo, Denki, Shinso, Mina, and Sero were up so we wanted to play a few rounds of truth or dare. Now thats out of the way, let's see how this plays out!

"Bakugo! Truth or dare!" Mina joyfully picked Bakugo, probably the less excited.

"Truth raccoon eyes.." Bakugo's voice was hypnotising, dANG iT IZUKU SNAP OUT OF IT!

"Are you gay?"

"Ew, no!"

I knew it.. He could never love you, being gay is a sin. Being gay is disgusting. Why am I like this..? I have the most handsome man sitting next to me and he's into girls..why bother trying with him?

I felt my eyes begin to burn, tears slowly forming. Denki quickly noticed this, frick.

"Deku? You okay?"

"Yeah yeah! I'm just getting tired..I'm heading to bed.."

Right then I stood up and walked to my room. I slammed it shut, feeling hot tears flow down my checks. Why am I suck a useless idiot? Everyone was right, I should just swan dive off a roof. I opened my bed side table, digging through the junk.

⚠Self harm warning again ⚠

I found a blade I haven't touched in about...3 months? I can't recall, but it doesn't matter. I plopped on the side of my bed, closing said side table. I rolled up my sleeves, a lot of the scars had healed. More tears ran down my face as I lined up the blade with my arm.

1

2

3

4

Blood dripped down my arm, the deep cuts making the space around them red. I counted how many there was.

Only 6, not enough. No matter what I'll still be a worthless faggot.

I moved down to my hip, I've never cut there. I used the blade to create another deep cut on my hip, doing the same to the other. I felt calmer, but then my door opened.

"I-Izuku.."

A male voice I recognized spoke out to me, locking the door behind. My body froze, dropping the blood covered blade on the floor. This can't be happening. Not here. Not now.

"K-Kacchan.."

The blonde haired male sat beside me, his eyes wide. There was no point of hiding anything. I've been caught, heavy tears flooded my checks. I fell onto Bakugo's chest, sobbing heavily. My body shook in fear of what he might say.

"Hey hey..it's okay..let me go get bandages for you.." Bakugo gently pushed me off, heading to the bathroom. He came back with bandages, wrapping up my arm and hip up. I felt Bakugo hug me tightly, I subconsciously hugged back tighter.

"Shhh...it's okay Izu.. I'm here.." Bakugo whispered in a soft tone, caressing my hair gently. Was this really happening? I don't care if this is a dream or not, I just want us to stay like this forever.

After I've calmed down too the point I was able to speak probably, I knew I would be asked questions.

"Izu...I just want to know why...." Bakugo's face got closer to mine, using his hand to force me to look at him.

"I...I...I'm..."

Was I really coming out to him, of all people?

"G-gay...a-and I-" I quietly mumbled before being cut off by a soft par of lips. I melted into the kiss, Bakugo's lips were warm.

Bakugo pulled back, speaking once more in a quite tone.

"Izu...I'm gay too. I love you...Izuku Midoriya.."

My heart thumped against my chest, both of our faces were darker then Kirishima's hair. He said he wasn't though..? I'll ask him later..

"I..love you too.." I admitted, god I hope this isn't a dream.

Bakugo smiled at me for the first time in a long time. I flopped down on the life side of the bed, Bakugo hugging my waist behind me. We ended up cuddling together for the rest of the night.

And for the first time since Middle School..

I feel at home, and that was in Bakugo's arms.