Disheartened :(

You know what's really sad
My heart has been broken
I've been hurt so bad
So now my eyes have been open

I've been rejected by many girls
They went to my friend
I won't lie that shit really hurt
I wanted my life to end

I've given up on the word love
Cause it doesn't matter unless its a certain colour
I'm really pissed and disappointed
Cause they never see what lyes within

They say it's all about personality
And never about the looks
I know that's all lies 
Cause they like seeing  the cover and judging the book 

Everytime I wanna ask a girl out
I just think  about the past
And for that brief moment if
We'll last

So I've given up
I'm not trying anymore
I'm done with love
Cause girls leave my heart sore