Zaria
Things with me and keegan was some what awkward, the thing about it, i love that boy like crazy, and vince well we good but ion think i wanna do this. He is a good man but its too much, his fake ass smiles on the outside but behind closed doors he is an ass. The kids were at there dad's place.
"ready lets go" i said walking downstairs, my new home is gorgeous.
"bout fucking time" he snapped, i had to compose my thoughts, cause i was about to cus his ass out, but i remembered about what i did.
"listen vince, im sorry for what i did, you said you forgive well, act like it cause im tired of yo throwing shit in my face bout it, so its either we do this like we mean it or forget about us all together if you cant move on from the mistake i made" i said walking out, he kissed his teeth but stayed quiet.
When we arrived at the dinner, all our friends, family, colleague, the media, paparazzi was there waiting taking pics. We smiled like the happy couple we looked like and intertwined our fingers and walked in, like the world most loving couple.
After greeting, speeches, dinner and at this point socializing, i was bored and decided on a bathroom break.
To keegan- i cant do this, i love you so much, why did you leave, why did you hurt me so much, i missed you all these years, and you just married some broad without even trying to find me, now you saying yo love me, im confused.
I send the message and waited for a few, then my phone buzzed, but as i was about to check it, some girls came in.
"excuse me" i said trying to walk out, but i was stopped by this dark skin girl with tattoos.
"your zaria Williams right" i nodded
"oh yo the hoe he bout to wife" another said, i turned to see all the women scowling at me.
"excuse me yo must be crazy" i snapped
"we didn't come for that tonga" a thick white girl said
"tonya, stripper tonya, fuck my name up again and see " tonya girl spat.
" ok im mariana but peeps call me classy, as yo notice i strip, and i been with vince for 2 months" she said, i laughed,
"vince wouldn't" i said smiling, obvious denial.
"im tonya, we fucked last night" she sassed
"im Tracy, and im 4 months pregnant with his child" the one that grabbed me said, i braced myself to the sink, i didn't even know i was crying.
They introduced themselves one by one, i couldn't believe it, 2 of them pregnant, he bought all of them cars, some houses some paid their rent, lord Jesus.
"z yo shiting or... " kendra walked in and saw us, she immediately rushed to my side.
" wessup" she said looking at these hoes.
"ken meet his baby moms and girlfriends ha funny right" i said.
"these hoes might be lying lets find him" ken said grabbing, then christina walked in watched me like i was crazy.
"whats up" chris said
"aye yo christine, your boutique is amazing" one said
"thanks" she said looking at me.
"he fucks around, you know what lets go out there now, im tired" i said, my phone buzzed and i looked at it.
From keegan- i love you too always have, but i was scared as hell, everyone i tried to love left me, i fucked up i know but i will always and forever love you, zarimonsta.
I read the text a few times, over and over and smiled, i looked up and came face to chest, then i slightly looked up and in the eyes of the man i was about to marry, was fear, and regret, he was mad too, looking back i looked at all these women faces and laughed.
"bye vince love you" i patted his chest, kissed his cheek and walked out, i started to hail a cab.
"zaria im sorry" i heard so i turned around and cameras along with vince was in my face.
"for" i said as thunder started to roll, its bout to rain in a bit.
"i cant explain here" he said, i looked around. I smiled.
"well im sorry i gotta go" i said still trying to haul a cab, as it started to drizzle.
"zari i love you" he said, i looked at him, why when men fuck up they use that word.
"LOVE VINCE, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE MEANING, YOU CHEATED ON ME FOR YEAR, 2 FEMALES PREGNANT, A STRIPPER, AND ESCORT WHAT ELSE VINCE YOUR MARRIED TOO, BOY GON, CAUSE YA NOT GONNA LIKE MY NEXT FUCKING MOVE" i screamed as the rain started to fall. He grabbed me as i tried to get into the car that stopped in front of us. I spun around and my right hook landed on his left jaw, his body rocked back and he let go, and held his jaw, when he moved his hand he spat blood, he stepped up and almost back handed me but his bodyguard caught his arm.
"yo cheating whore" he screamed, i laughed.
"fuck you too bastard" i said and got my cold dripping ass in the cab.
"where to ma'am"
"regency condos please" i said laughing and crying at the same time, the driver glanced at me a few like i was crazy, i was a little off but hell, he almost went off when he found out i made one little mistake, i only apologise for the fact i cheated but not for the sex or my feelings. But he was doing it for years, and unprotected too, thank god i always fucked with a condom, just because he was so damn famous, i always felt the need to use one and because i wasn't ready for more kids.
I paid the cabby and made my way into the building, i took the elevator to the top floor and walked to his door, thank god he alone lives on this floor, i knocked on door, and waited, and waited, i knocked again, nothing i walked back to the elevator.
"z" i heard and i spun around, and locked eyes with Keegan. I walked back to him, and he pulled me into a hug, i broke down, soaking up his tshirt with my wet skin and tears, he lift me up bridal style and carried me inside.
