Life's Not A Fairytale

Chapter 2

" Waddup Heaven! " I hear my bestie Tessa say as I'm about to leave hell.

Well school is not really hell because I get to see my friends, but all the homework, test, and teachers are hell. As i walk around I see all the people I love and adore! (Sarcasm intended) I see all the football players, the "nerds", the soccerplayers, the basketball players, and my favorite group of all... the lovey dovey couple crap ( sarcasm intended....again) I see the world couple's holding hands and kissing and saying " I Love You" and all the crap. Like do they really believe that they love them? I literally just finished seeing one of the guys girlfriend making out with another guy near the school's gate whispering " I love you". I feel bad for that dude, he thinks that the girl loves him, psh wait till he finds out that he's not the only one she "loves", freaking sluts i swear, they get on my nerves.

Ha i will never be saying I Love You to anyone, unless it's my family.... well some of my family. Love disgusts me, I will never be that girl who falls in love with a boy, nor do i want to be. Why love someone when everyone knows that one day that person will break your heart. Its like they're just waiting to be heart broken...

" Heaven, hellooo, Heaaaven" i see a hand waving close to my face and i relize that it's Tessa

" Jesus Heaven you were zoned out, what were you thinking about? You kept looking over there" she pointed towards where the football players were

" Ehh nothing" i told her

" Oooo do you have a crush on someone?! " Tessa jumped and squeals

" Hell no!"

"Oh yeah i forgot... you dont like anyone... you have no heart" She stuck her tongue out at me

" You know me so well Tess" i laughed and stuck my tongue at her also

" I know you did not just stick your toungue at me!!"

" Oh but I did" i laughed and ran

" I'll get you back!! YOU'LL RUE THE DAY HEAVEN!!..... oh wait heaven! I forgot to ask you if you're going to volleyball practice today?" Craaap i forgot there's volleyball today!

" I can't Tess im sorry" i told her, waiting for her to yell at me

" What do you mean you can't !!! You have missed 5 practice's already!! The coach is getting mad with you missing practice everyday!" she yell's

" I know, im sorry but i can't i told you"

" You always say " I can't, I can't" gosh heaven i dont care, your going!" She mocked me

" Tess i can't I told you, I have some family things to do" i tell her

" You always say that! What is the family thing thats so important? huhh!"

" I cant tell you" I look away

" We are best friends why can't you tell me, I always tell you things, why cant you?! You are suppose to trust me! What you dont trust me huhh!" She yelled

" YES TESS YOU ARE MY BESTFRIEND, AND I DO TRUST YOU! I JUST CANT TELL YOU WHY. STOP ASKING ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU!" I yell at her back, gosh it hurts to not tell her why... but i just can't... im not ready to tell her yet.

"FINE dont tell me!! Now i know that you dont think of me as your best friend, and that you dont trust me!!" I saw a tear run down her cheek

I was about to say something but she stopped me " Don't just go away!" she ran away.

GAHHH!!!  I want to tell her... i really do, but im afraid that if she finds out then she will never talk to me... pshh i haven't even told her and she's already not talking to me!!
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I start packing up getting ready to leave and go to my appointment with my mom. As I get in the car I start to remember the day they told me that one thing that made my life even worse then it already was.

(Flashback)

"Heaven Anderson McGovery" I hear my name being called by the hospital secretary

I stand up and look at my mom, we walk to the desk

" Ok Heaven Anderson McGovery please go to room 14, the doctor will be waiting for you" I nodd and give her a fake smile, i go to room 14 with my mom and wait for the doctor to come.

" It's going to be ok mija, dont worry" my mom says. I smile at her and then the smile disappears when the doctor comes in.

The doctor does the usuall she measures my height takes my weight.... but this time it was different, she had told my mom if she can step out of the room, my mom did as she was told and I smiled at the devil standing infront of me.

She told me to sit down and she put on a serious face and asked me questions like "Did you ever smoke, drink, do drugs? Have you been sexually active? Have you ever been pregnant or married" i sat uncomfortably, I found it weird that she was asking me these questions when im only 13 like why would i be pregant or married!! I told her i have never done any of those things and then she asked me a question that i never wanted to be asked about.

"Do you have any family problems?"

I gulped i didnt like talking about my family, she stared at me and told me that it's fine everyone has family problems and that she wont tell no one... bullcrap.... but there was a part of me that wanted or needed to tell her. So i gulped and got ready to tell her about that one person who ruined my life.... my father.

(After the conversation about her father)

As i finished telling her about my father i cried, i didnt even care that she was in front of me, i just let all the tears out.

" Its alrights everythings going to be alright" she told me... it's funny how people always say it's going to be alright, but it's not, and it never will be.

Just when i thought the doctor was done asking questions, she asked me one last question that made everything infront of me stop.

"Have you ever harmed yourself?" she looked at me, i looked at my arm, i felt a tear fall down, i slowly nodded and looked away, i felt like a turtle with out a shell... i felt exposed.

Just when i thought things couldn't get worse, it got worse i heard that one sentence that made me think that if any of my friends or family found out then they will think im crazy...

"Im sorry Heaven but im going to have to send you to a.....

(Flashback ending)

" We're here mija wake up" I was awaken by my mom. Oh no...we were here. I walk in and got greeted by the secretary

" Heaven Anderson McGovery? Is that right?"

I nodded my head.

" Ok welcome to the mental health care center, Your therapist will be here soon."

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Hey kellster here, Chapter 2 is finally here! It's kinda a long chapter.... and there was a flashback!! Oh when heavens mom says "mija" it means daughter in spanish

Heaven is a very bold person, she also only treats her friends and family with respect but once someone says something bad about her then that person is suddenly her enemy.

Heavens mom's name is Anne, Tessa is her bestfriend, Ace is her 4 year old brother and Jr. is her annoying brother ;)

And in the flashback I didn't show the coversation she had about her father... but you will find out soon and why she dislikes him

Hope you enjoy the chapter :D

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