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My heart is too easy to get attached to people. I know that some may think that this is a weakness but there's nothing I can do to prevent this to happen.

I have seen how people interact with others and I see their falseness but still it feels real when is directed to me. It seems like I can't separate fake people from real and that puts my heart in danger.

I have suffer the consequences of that all my life but more specifically in my teenage years. Kids that looked for me just because they saw a benefit on me but nothing real.

Is that bad? I need someone to tell me that how to get out of this. I think is better to be alone.

People think that the way I think is childish and in some ways it is, I understand that, but you can't deny that you will prefer that people you meet for the first time have a good idea of who and how you are. 

I prefer to give the benefit of the doubt, that way you can let people show you first what they want you to see and then the real self. 

Don't confront them, just let them be and you will see that they will revealed their true intentions. Just don't let you heart get too attached to people before confirming if they are real. That way won't end up like me, wondering why no one is at your side and what everyone leaves you, that you seem to be alone even in a crowd.

Just take it it easy, take a breath and rest, you won't loose anything if you try.

On the other hand, I am a open book. I try to be real always, to prevent misunderstandings and to create a clear relationship.