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❝𝑰𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑻𝑶𝑭𝑬𝑬𝑳𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑺𝑷𝑨𝑰𝑵 ... 𝑰𝑫𝑶𝑵𝑻𝑳𝑰𝑲𝑬𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬❞ (Important authors note in the end read it please.) - - -
Hyunjin and Jisung walked to school the next day neither talking about the whole jisung crying incident.
no matter how much Hyunjin wanted to talk about it, comfort Jisung, he Didn't push the boy.
It was for the best right? Jisung would come to him when he's ready. And he's not ready so he won't push it, they both walked to school in silence Jisung occasionally brushing arms with Hyunjin.
Once they got to school Jisung clung to Hyunjins arm, Hyunjin looked at Jisung confused earning a head shake from the younger saying its nothing.
Hyunjin shook it off letting jisung cling to his arm walking in and to where they usually meet Minho and his friends, "h-hey hyunjinnie im gonna go to the bathroom is that ok?" Jisung asked biting his lip hard, "yeah course, you don't have to ask sungie" Jisung nodded running to the bathroom not saying anything.
He'll come to you when hes ready.. hes not ready..
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Jisungs p.o.v
I ran to the bathroom tripping over my own feet getting there and shutting the door hiding in a stall.
"Why am i like this" he whispered to himself gripping his hair tugging slightly, "he wont still be mad" but as soon as he said that he started breathing heavy.
"H-hes still gonna be mad, its my fault i-i cant" he gripped his hair harder falling to his knees breathing heavy,
its my fault.. hes mad... its my fault..
He felt like he couldn't breathe, like his mind was a prison. He was shaking and crying scratching at his chest and arms till they were raw.
"Why cant i breathe!" He yelled to himself coughing trying to get air in his lungs.
He hated it, he cant breathe, he wont stop shaking and sobbing, but he doesnt know why.
Its my fault.. i shouldnt have let him flirt im sorry im sorry im sorry.
He Didnt leave the stall for a long time, he just sat there hugging his knees and trying to calm down.
After a while of sitting there he stood up and walked out, washing his hands and face so his face isnt as puffy and walking out of the bathroom.
Luckily for him they get here pretty early they dont need to worry about being late if they need to use the bathroom or something.
"Ok jisung time to pretend your ok" he whispered to himself walking to his boyfriend and bestfriend smiling brightly even though all he wanted was to break down and cry.
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Hehe hi i updated🥺🥺 Ok so as for what happened to Jisung when he went to the bathroom, that was a panic attack he had.
NO I AM NOT DOING THIS CUZ SUNG HAS ANXIETY IRL. this is all for the book plot in no way trying to disrespect han i love him as well as the other members i would not try to hurt them.
As for the panic attack, dont comment "oH tHaTs nOt hOw pAnIc aTtAcKs aRe" i get them myself. The way i wrote it is what happens to me. Im not gonna compare anyones to mine so i wrote it how i get them. I may have left details out because i black out when i have them or just dont wanna write about it.
So please respect the fact of not everyone gets panic attacks the same way, over all this whole book is gonna be messy please bare with me while i try to write it.
But i hope you guys like the book🥺🥺 comment and vote por favor
