Blossom

Prologue

It all started at the beginning of 9th grade...

Everything at the time was ok-ish i had friends but i never really felt that close to them. Maybe it's because I like handling things on my own or maybe it's just the fact that they think I'm a piece of shit. I mean you never know at this school, your best friend can be talking behind your back just because you got the same shoes as them. I know that one time in 5th grade on the first day of school these two girls fought, but now they are best friends. Typical. My friends on the other hand are boring. We all share some of the same interests, just not all.

Through my time in middle school I've been through three friend groups. How? I don't know, I never got to the point where I actually went wrong in the area. I also went through two boyfriends neither of them I talk to. The last one I have his name was Carter. He got me through one friendship that was the hardest. But in the end things didn't really turn out well and we broke up. I wouldn't say I was depressed because I know there are people out there who are actually depressed. And I know at the end of the day I will feel better. So for now I'm just sad. I was sad for a short period of time. I'm OK now, although I still think of him every now and then.

My life wasn't always like this. I had friends who I thought will stick with me even though at the time i was only in the second grade when I had those friends. Then things happened and I moved here and my personality changed so much. What I'm saying is that I used to not care what people say about me and now I'm not scared to punch someone in the face. Only when it's necessary.

I have a family of 4 which consists of my mom and dad, sister and me. Yet during my time in the 9th grade and the summer after things...change. Some good some bad. How does that affect me? Im sorry to say I still don't fucking know.