Pain

Chapter 1

HEATHER [ in the mm ]
They say to never question god , but sometimes it's hard not to with the life I'm living . I ask myself why was I chosen to have this life .i just put my faith in God himself . He knows how much I can bare .

My name Is Heather Williams and I am 21 . I'm currently working at Kings Of Diamonds , yes a popular strip club . I'm not the type to do stripping because I favor it , I'm all about the Benjamin's . I remember Someone asking me about my future but I never think about the future cause tomorrow is never promised .I'm all about the green and it's been that way since I had my son . He's my motivation , my heart , my pride . He didn't come at the right time but he was a blessing in disguise and made me grind hard . The man I thought was my dad wasn't even my dad. He use to take me to ballet , cheer , and other father-daughter things , that was until my mom became strung out on drugs. She had an affair back then with her high school sweetheart while she was with my " dad " and I came into the picture . She went 4 years not telling anyone anything .I still remember the day like yesterday when she told him .
*******Flashback ****
My mom was strung out off whatever drugs she could find and my dad was becoming fed up . He left to go get some food while I played with my dolls . Some man came in bickering with my mother about a debt . I didn't know what the hell was going on . I just stayed at the top of the stairs hiding and scared because of the bass in his voice .

"No BITCH ! I don't want your loose pussy ass , pay me my money ." the stranger yelled to my mother
" please just gimme a small favor , Imma pay you back RJ"! My mother basically begged

"No " he cocked his gun

" WAIT ! I have a daughter , she is a virgin and I bet her pussy tight " she exclaimed .
He slowly put down his gun and raised his eyebrow & that's when she called my name .

" yes mommy?" I asked so innocently

" baby this is a nice man who wants to take care of you " she said scratching .

"Daddy takes care of me" I said as I turned to walk away .

"NO! Bitch I carried you for 9 months you little bastard , get on your back and spread your fucking legs " she yelled . My lip started to quiver and I slowly did as she said with silent tears coming down my face as the stranger smirked and unbuckled his pants .

" baby I have your mc --- WHAT THE FUCK !"
The man hurriedly rushed out the door and my mother broke out in sobs just as well as me like she wasn't about to give my innocence to a stranger for her next high .

" she's not even your daughter bitch !" My mother yelled . My father gave my mother a cold stare then came up to me and kissed my cheek and gave me a bear hug that seemed like forever .

" I love you babygirl but this is it "

* FLASH BACK OVER *

And just like that he was gone and I never seen him again and that's when hell started and the PAIN built up .