Hush-Hush

FEELINGS

-Jihyo... I came to talk to Sana about the deal you made with her, I think it's not fair for you.
-Daniel that's not for you to decide, I think I can make my own choices.
-Well isn't this sweet, a couple fight in my office. As much as I think this is kind of cute why don't you both leave.
-Sana, I came to talk to you about something about the project.
-Sorry Miss. Park but I'm extremely busy now plus you look like you have something to solve as well. You know what, I'm feeling kind today, I'll be the one leaving, feel free to let yourselves out when you finish whatever this is.

Sana as usual was acting so rude towards me, treating me like she was above me, I just couldn't stand that side of her and I say side because that night, I saw a completely different side of her that I felt so attracted to but this wasn't it and it felt like I was dealing with two different people. So who's the real Minatozaki Sana, the one I saw that night with a soft gaze and who called my name so warmly or this one, a cold, rude woman who thinks she's above everyone?

-Wow you really just handled that better than I expected, Sana, you really have changed, Momo told me everything but now that I see it with my own eyes, it's all so shocking.
-I'm just doing what I have to do in order to make my plan work, Jeongyeon... With you I can be honest, this... All this is killing me, I don't how much longer I'll be able to do this.
-It's ok Sana, I knew you were feeling this way, this is not you, this character you're interpreting is the exact opposite of you, I understand your reasons and I respect them but I also worry about your well being.
-You have always been so protective of us all, that's why I like you hehe... Hug me Jeongyeon!!
-Stop! We're in public!... Sana, what do you plan to do? I mean, we're all supporting you, but sooner or later this situation is going to be too much for you to handle.
-It already is, but I made a promise...

Everyone now thinks that I am a cold hearted woman who doesn't care about anyone, that's the kind of reputation I've been working so hard to build for myself because I need people to be afraid of me and with my real personality, that would never be possible. My real identity, only a few people remember now, I've turned into someone the real me would despise. My parents in Japan were against me doing all this but they supported me because I am their only child so my father put his whole company in my hands for me to accomplish the promise I made a while ago.
There was a time when I was completely happy but people just can't see happiness in front of them because they feel the need to quickly destroy it and that's what they did, they destroyed my happiness and took part of my heart away from me. Now, for some years I've been living but I haven't been able to feel that happiness again. Truth is, I'm not a bad person, deep down I'm still the same Sana I used to be, but I feel like she's slowly dying and if I don't accomplish this promise, this new side of me will take full control.

-Daniel why did you do that? Do you think I will fail? Don't you have enough faith in me?!
-Jihyo is not that I don't have faith in you, it's Sana the one I don't trust.
-Sana? Why are you talking about her so informally? Look, I'm not stupid, every time Sana's name comes up, everyone around me starts acting weird and I don't know why.
-It's nothing, we just worry and want to protect you from her, don't you see just how bad she is? She doesn't care about anyone but herself.
-Shut up! She's not like that!!

For some reason I felt very angry when Daniel said those things about Sana and a loud scream came out of my mouth without me even knowing why, as I saw Daniel looking at me with a confused look, I was trying to figure out why him talking bad about Sana made me this angry and why is everyone so against her.

-So now you're defending her? Jihyo you don't even know her.
-And do you, Daniel? Do you know her?... I'm just trying to understand why everyone seems to be hiding something from me, it has to do with Sana but I've only known her from some weeks ago so I don't understand, is she some kind of bad witch who goes around stealing companies? Please Daniel, help me understand. If you know something, please tell me.
-I... I'm sorry Jihyo, you just got all this wrong, as I said, we're all just trying to protect you, we care about you, we know how hard you've worked to be in the position you are now. That's all... Now, I have to go, I have a lot work to do. I love you.

What Daniel just told me was a confirmation that they all were definitely hiding something from me and if nobody was willing to tell me what it was, not even Sana herself, then I'll investigate for myself. I'll find out everything about Sana before my project is over...