It was unhealthy, a problem she didn't know how to escape. It wrapped her tightly in an embracing hug, full of warmth and forgetfulness. She dare not leave the warmth, it would be too much on her sickly body. Its touch erotic yet painful, to painful to bare, but enough to statisfy. She knew she had to leave the toxic relationship, but yet she yearned for the love. The feeling of forgetting it all, just her and her fake reality. Together forever till the day she dies.