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it was now one in the morning and i couldn't stop thinking about nova. why was she so important to me? what exactly was drawing me to her?

i then remember that when we were looking through the yearbook there was a couple of pages blocked off. instantly i get up, questioning myself if i should sneak into her room and grab the yearbook.

but what if she wakes up and catches me?

you know what fuck it. i need answers and i don't think it's time to ask her yet. yuta isn't answering any of my questions either.

i open her door and see her suitcase right there. it has to be in there so i open it and see the yearbook so i immediately grab it. i see something else it's a picture frame and i can't make out exactly what it is. she begins moving around so i hurried up and ran out the room.

fuck i shouldn't have done that. i hit my forehead multiple times but i go to my room and lock the door behind me. i sit at my desk and i open it up.

seeing all my now friends back then is crazy. nova was so beautiful, i mean she still is. that boyfriend of hers was lucky.

i open to the page and there is some construction paper and take on a couple of pages and on the paper it has a note.

do not look at this unless you are yuta or nova, per my request
- luca

i gently remove the tape that was keeping the construction paper still.

i see funny things like class clown, most fashionable, most athletic, etc. i look down to see cutest couple and there was me and nova.

what the hell.

on the pages it also has who voted those people and why. i look at the names and all of our friends are on here and i see taeyong's name

taeyong: they've been together since junior year, but have had interest in each other longer than that, they'll definitely make it out there in the real world
dong-hyuck: you see i got them together and i'll remember their date forever, like it was my own, july 26th.
doyoung: they're too in love with each other, i think they deserve this title.

so many thoughts are running through my head, that's why she cried when she first got here, that's how she new the song maybe, that's why she cried when i kissed her. i couldn't face her now.

i laid in my bed not being able to sleep but i just held onto the yearbook, holding it tight.
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it was now eight am, for some reason i couldn't bring myself to get out of my bed.

hearing a soft knock on my door, i stare straight at the wall not even being able to answer, knowing it was nova.

"hey taeil are you awake? i was wondering if you maybe wanted to get breakfast?"

i don't answer.

"okay well i guess he's asleep." i hear her mumble to herself.
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i stare at my alarm clock and noticed that hours have passed and i'm still in the exact same position. my phone has been on the other side of the room and i've been hearing it buzz for the past three hours.

it was now one in the afternoon when i hear another soft knock.

"i'm not in the mood nova." i say dryly.

"oh okay." hearing her soft voice sound so hurt, hurt me. but for some reason i still couldn't get up.

instantly i regret saying that. i sat up in my bed and smelt food. i stood up and walked to the door. i look down at my phone once only to see that it was on two percent. i don't bother putting it on the charger. but i see yuta sent a text just now.