This is how the hand of God extended over me and at the time of partials he made me succeed in my year, and having already forfeited, I was put back in the race by the only grace of God. I was happy to have succeeded but at the same time anxious to have to redo face with these same situations of doubt, of fear... A new year was going to start with these same apprehensions.
However, the course of history , of my history, took on all other meaning when I understood on this Wednesday September 25th, 2019, that God had chosen me and had decided in all sovereignty to place me in this frightening environment, where swim than sharks; only studious people; intelligent; people I wasn't one of... And even after passing me into License 2, God also put me in a class where half the people where good.
So my frustration, this feeling of not being in my place was doubled. This is how, on this specific day, God made me understand that I, who was looking for the answer of knowing why I had chosen these studies, well this answer was that ultimately I had not chosen them. This answer came to me when the first day of class, the professor said "This year promises to be very complicated, you will need a lot of patience and love for the Law so as not to be discouraged. At this sentence I started to laugh in my corner realizing that if it was up to me I would have given up the moment I heard this sentence, because in reality I had no love for these studies and so I told myself why I had decided to suffer for something I didn't even like.
In response to my question, the Holy Spirit; my best friend to any test made me understand that during all this walk with this studies of Law, I would be completely deprived of my physical senses and that there will be only my faith in front of this destiny to allow me to have enough courage and step back so as not to give up in the face of difficulties and trials. I then said to myself that although the promise is great (because Law is part of the top 5 of the most complicated and hardest studies to succeed) the tests related to this promise will be as great. But now that my eyes are devoid of veil, I can clearly say to God: "I TRUST IN FULL CONFIDENCE AND THAT BLINDNESS."
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