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Part one

Am I the only one..?" I said to myself curled up in my bed, crying, thinking to many thoughts. The voices keep..getting louder when will it stop. I cried for help..every single night yet no one..not a single person would be there to help me..

I wipe my tears away as I hear my little sister open my door "hey mom wants you"
"Ya sure I'll be there in a sec" I said trying my best for her not to hear my voice crack. as my sister closed the door I hurried to my bathroom to wash my face. I look at myself and think "wow I'm so pathetic no wonder I don't have friends nobody wants to put up with a messed up person like me.."
breathing in then out i open my door, tell myself to smile and act like I'm ok.
I head over to the kitchen " Hey what's up mom you needed me?" I said with a fake smile.
"Ah ya honey please help your sister study she has a test tomorrow" my said while cooking. "Ughh do I have toooo"
"Yes now go!"
My acting is amazing isn't it? Pretending isn't that hard when you've been doing if for years. ya know can't let your parents know that they have a broken daughter don't want to disappoint them more than I already have by being born right?
"Fiinnee" I go over to my sisters room and we start.

"Hey sis"
"Ya what's up"
"Your eyes are puffy are u ok..?"
I was a bit shocked but again I'm still such a great actor :)
"I've been staying up all night what u except? I really need to take more care of my skin" I said with a fake smile
"Oh well sleep more k..?"
"Pffftt are u worrying over me"
"Well! No!..maybe..a little..?"
I chuckle a little but then stroke her head and say "I'm fine don't worry besides I'm your big sister I can handle anything"
She looked at me with worried eyes then said "ok..if u say so.."
"Well I should go now get some rest k"
"Okay.."

With that I left her room and went back to mine. it was 12am so I decided to sleep since I had hell the next day. "At least bring at school is better then being by myself"
I change into my big hoodie, open the ac then got comfy in my bed. As I was about to drift into sleep a voice came in and said
" you'll never be happy..."
" so how about you make everyone else happy by...leaving"

A tear ran down my cheek as I said to myself..
" just be patient..."

~ The Next Day ~

"Honey wake up get ready for school"
I barely managed to get up. I rub my eyes as i tell my mom "ya ya im up"
She goes to my sisters to wake them ad well.
I then head to the bathroom to change and do my morning routine, after that i grab my backpack and head downstairs.

"Good morning" i said to my dad
"Ah good morning ready for school"
"You mean hell"
"Oh come on school is a nice place to lear-"
"Dad i get you're a professor but please its 7 in the morning i dont need a lecture"
My dad chuckles a bit and says "alright well i hope u have a good day"
"You too bye mom bye dad"
With that i left the house and started walking to school..ya doesn't sound right hell is better.

"Hah! You're actually going to school! That's hilarious"

Here they go again..

"You're dumb you're grades are average you'll never be anything"

Stop...

"You're worthless! A nobody! You're a disappointment why even try at this point!?"

No..No..stop..please..

"Um excuse me are u okay...?"
"W-what?" Out of no where he asked me that it startled me a bit "uh ya! Im fine thx why are u asking?"
"N-nothing u just seemed a little bit troubled"
"Oh no dont worry" i said with a fake smile
"If u say so..my names Eric and you.."
Why is he asking me thats weird its the first time in forever since someone came up to me and talked to me. "O-oh its rima nice to meet you eric"
"You too wow i like your name" he said
Why is he still talking to me. I thought
"O-oh thank you"

We finally arrived at school. And felt relieved honestly no one at school would talk to me why is he..
"Well it was nice talking to you but classes are starting see ya around"
"U-uh ya b-bye" That was weird but whatever. I sighed and headed to my first class.
"Math ew noo T-T" oh well lets just get this over with. 

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Welp i hope u guys enjoyed the first part of this story its kinda my first so ya hope y'all like it~ bye bye