She wondered if they noticed when she smiled less or when she wore a jacket in the middle of summer
She wondered if they noticed that measured her food, every last drop or when she pushed he plate away when it was still half full
She wondered if they noticed when she locked herself away or when she cried herself to sleep
She wondered if they noticed where all the pencil sharpeners went or that the sleeping pills were gone
She wondered if they noticed the bullet in her brain or the rope around her neck
They did notice, but they said nothing, and now it's too late
