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Anyone but her it landed on cynthia i looked at her and saw that she had straight eye contact with josh when she saw me she didnt even care she had a devilish grin on her face and he was just smirking as they got closer to each other i was thinking that maybe josh would leave me for her...maybe he likes her more ?i mean its not the first time they have kissed .ugh whatever . I knew josh wouldnt remember any of this when he woke up, now they were centimeters apart i couldnt look i gulped down my water as i felt a hand on my shoulder it was avani telling me it was gonna be ok and sami who was sitting on the other side of me tellin me that josh was just drunk at this point i was starting to get anxious and scared i didnt want to loose him again it had probaly been 5 minutes and they were still at it. I felt my whole body tense up so i went out side to have some fresh air and process what just happened. I went back in after a few mins and they were just staring straight at eachother like it was a game i saw anthony give josh a few glasses of water so he wouldnt be so drunk i cant beleive i forgave him !ugh how stupid was i maybe he was using me maybe its just because he is drunk oh well it had been a couple of hours and everyone went back to sway i put josh in bed then i changed into joshs hoodie and fell asleep .

I woke up before everyone else so i decided i would get josh medicine and a glass of water seeing as he probaly would have had a headache when i got to his room he was awake on his phone so i put the medicine and water on his night stand i got back into bed with him and asked how he was
J:im fine but i have such a bad headache
M:here drink the water and medicine i said and he did
J:thanks bby
M:so do u remember anything from yesterday i say as i rested my head in the crook of his neck
J:no not really why
M:oh uhm ...
J:tell me !
M:its nothing
J:i said TELL ME
M:well you stuck your tongue down cynthias throat for one
J:wow im sry mia
M:and before you say it was just a peck it like five minutes and you guys kept smirking and grinning at each other after like did u forget you had a gf again!
J:well i said im sry wat more do u want i was drunk i wont do that ever again.
M: yk what your right maybe i was just being stupid its that i just dont want to loose you again i say as i give him a side hug.
J:awh mia u wont ever loose me.

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