Hear my Howl

I know I have been pretty much hibernating the past 3/4 years. but in my defence I have been reading other peoples amazing books. And I was hooked. but not anymore, I shall start writing my own, for I have nothing better to do with life other than revise and drown myself with work. Who needs that?!

I give you a book that has been running through my mind the past couple of minutes. I just thought,Why not? right? So there may be a alot of grammatical errors here and there as I have typed this up on my phone and not computer. Do feel free to tell me where you think there is an error and i will look into it! :)

Enjoy!

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Slap. Punch. Crack. Kick.

Pretty much my punishment for asking for a lift to school yesterday now has left me bruised and weak. Now I have to go to school tattered so I can be bullied some more. Then to run back home to start this glorious cycle all over again.

Its not easy,y'know. They all think I'm deaf. But I'm not. Its just i choose not to listen to their hurtful words. The fact that I'm "deaf" doesn't stop them though.

They think I'm useless,weak,stupid,pathetic. Ironic how I am at the top of the school with my GPA the highest it can get. How i train everyday after they all beat the crap out of me. Its a really good way to release pent up anger.

I think I only pretend to be deaf is so i dont have to speak to them. My pack. They really do disgust me.

I was found abandoned on pack borders at a very young age. Practically new born. So the pack took me and waited for someone to claim me. Years went by and slowly the feeling of abandonment swept away and loneliness crept in. I was truly alone. Well not completely. The Luna had taken a liking in me,she wanted me to call her mum. But I couldn't,not when she had a son the same age as me who would have hated me for replacing him.

It was sweet of her though. I would be sure to always do my best to protect her when i can,that i promise.

Seeing as my alarm had woken me up i may as well get ready.

I quickly took a shower and jumped into my wardrobe where i pulled out an oversized hoody and some tracks and my converses. Comfortable and covering. I wear this to avoid attention to my body,not to brag but i do work out remember so it is pretty healthy looking. Something to not expect from the bullied deaf girl.

I go down to see the mothers of the pack making the other teens breakfast. I,however,don't have someone to make me breakfast  and as I am the oldest of the orphans I need to make the other  orphan's their breakfast too. Its not that bad, most of them are below the age of 11. One or two are 15/16.

I may sound like a loner,coz i am, but i have my fellow pack members who are out casted as i am.

One little orphan boy,Timmy, has been with me since the day he was born,literally. His mother was an omega and seeing as I am the only person she ever spoke to she wanted me present when she gave birth to her child,the child's father had died taking a bullet for his mate only 3 days earlier. I am still proud of Gwen for keeping herself alive for the sake of her child.

The second she realised she wasn't going to make it through childbirth she had told me to never let him be alone,a promise i intend to keep. He's only 6. I made sure he knew of his parents and his brave father. He was a true mate. I wish i get a mate who would risk his life to protect me.

Timmy has never really spoken to anyone other than me. Sure he would say a simple hello or sorry. But he can speak. Some pack members think that he is mute and try to bully him about it but i would always take his beats. I promised to protect and that will last till i die.