Decisions

Chapter 1: Moving .

" If you ain't here I can't breath no air , no air , no a-air . " I sang along with my music on my phone , in my car , with my mother who's on the phone , to busy to mind my dayum business .

I had my headphones in my IPhone and I've been listening to music ever since I woke up , it's the only way and only thing that soothes me since , I MOVED ! knowing I'd restart everything , and start a new school tomorrow , Especially when I don't know anyone , so its gonna be really hard .

" Honey , when we go ... You have school tomorrow i already registered you into your new school i hope you like it . " My mom says barely above a whisper .

" Whatever " I say under my breath

I was to busy listening to my music , but I really love my family , but my mom is always busy , my father well I don't really like to talk about him because it brings back so many good memories , the pain that he's gone hurts to much , everything that happened is still vivid in my mind , also my sister and brother , well they're the only reason I try my best to be good , I'm a nerd , in fact , I'm very sporty , and I don't really like being an ' attention seeker ' like most girls , I'm extremely ordinary . I recently finished texting my best friends , back in California , goodbye and how much I'd miss them , and promised to visit them , so I'm all good , its good that I got away from one of my bullies , Bryan . He hated me , for whatever reason ? . I didn't really know , I tried being brave and I have worked through all that shit , and now I moved that's the only reason I'm glad I left .

My phone vibrated and I looked to see who I got a text from

' Shawn 🔐😍⚽️ '

Hey💖😊I miss you already😞, I love you a lot💘, and I know I'm really late😅 , cause I've been a pussy to tell you this in person💀, but I Really really like you .🙈 I know that you didn't feel the same😩 . So I wanted to let you know!💞 .

After I finished reading the text I couldn't contain my smile , I've been crushing on Shawn ( A/N :: NOT SHAWN MENDES !! ) ever since we were like kids , we've been best friends since birth , and I started crushing on him .. Well i still like him , but now I have no chance because I moved .
I quickly replied ,

Me: OMG Hey ! ☺️ , Nd nice grammar 😏 Nd ummm , shawn .. Tbh ::: IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY YU TOLD ME THIS BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN CRUSHING ON YU SINCE THE DAY I CANT REMEMBER NIGGGGAAA I LOVE YU WITH ALL I HAVE GOT BUT ITS WHATEVER I LOVE YU ... ND YUR MY EVERYTHING ! , 😭💖🔐😚💘😘😘☺️ .

I pressed 'Send' and I couldn't contain my happiness even though we were like 3,000 miles away , but still I didn't care that we were near virginia I had one person only on my mind , so I DONT CARE I LOVE IT I LOVE IT !!! I decided to fall asleep because it's like 9:30 , and we woke up around 4:30 am , I didn't know or care if we were getting closer . With that being said , I drifted off to sleep . We arrived so i was awoken , i ran to my room since everything was already there ' greattt ' i thought . i jumped into bed not caring about anything else , besides setting up my alarm on my phone . With that my eyes started getting heavy and i fell asleep .

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Heyo guyssss 😊👋
I wanted to say , Ello , and I hope you like this shitty story , sorry it's shitty in the beginning and shtuff , but it'll get better I swear , well I mean I hope 😹 ANYWAYS my names Milagros , but call me Mili I prefer that , and I'm a teenager 👀 and I love to read and write stories and I'm exactly like the character Mili in the story , but besides the point , I wanted to let you guys know that if you wanna follow me or contact me on any social medias here they are-

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