Resentful Damon - Vampire Diaries

Prologue

Since always, I thought about tomorrow. At night, in my bed, I thought about the events of the day and wondered what would happen during the next one. I always asked myself the same question, I always thought about the same person. Now I wasn't doing it anymore, it wasn't worth it.

But even if we are sure that we live for ourselves, to dictate to ourselves our rules, we still have one goal in life, whoever the person. Catch the attention of someone, make another one jealous, love another. Succeed in life, or, on the contrary, screw everything up. Find a meaning to life, learn how to love. Laugh, smile again.

Learn to someone how to live, give back hope to someone else. But there exist a few people for which their goal is the opposite. Like good servants of evil, they work every day to find a way to screw someone's life, turning him into a bad person too.

Because no one dares to confess it, but all of us are resentful. We make believe to the others that we forgive, but we don't forget. We never forget, and actually, we never forgive. Because as soon as we have forgiven, we can't prevent ourselves from remembering how much this person makes us suffered and we remember it again and again like a broken movie that would always start to the beginning.

In fact, we are all the same. Becoming bad one day, sooner or later. And if someone would ask us, the answer would be obvious "I suffered, so I make someone else suffer".

And it was maybe this way that the evil got all its strength and grew up. Because every bad person always has a good reason. This is our fault, I mean your fault. Mankind is something so predictable that it becomes boring. You hit because we hit you. You hurt because we hurt you. And of course, you love because we love you. Why couldn't you just be happy by doing something in one way? Why always give back what you received?

And it doesn't get better with time, on the contrary. You are even more resentful. Yes, I affirm that you, human, you are responsible for what's happening. In fact, you are responsible for us. We have been created because of you, we have been made to spread evil, to learn it, to transmit it. And it's because of you.

We have it in us, and it's because of you. We are born, carrying this gene, this little venom infesting our veins, making us each day eviler. You are wondering who we are, where do we come from. It's simple, so simple. By being selfish, hypocrite, liar, coward, you gave birth to a new kind.

Hence, we are stronger, smarter, faster, more handsome but the most important, we are eviler. We are born to kill, like war machines. The only difference is that we could never stop, even if we would want to.

Because we can't live without blood. We don't feel anything, we don't care about anything. We are not weak. We are these creatures that everyone knows today but no one is scared of. They should be. We are these famous creatures without humanity. Without love, without heart or conscience.

Blood is our drug, and we could never stop ourselves. But the thing is, that we would never want to stop, always more blood, more pain, always more screams and especially drama, life took.