Dear Mr. Hades

Hi I'm Stranger Bird

Kips Bay, NY USA:

A girl was sitting beside the window of her room watching the 1st rays of the sun lighting the sky while holding her diary.....

STRANGER BIRD's POV:

I've been thirsty for so long even thirst has abandoned me

I've been in pain for so long even pain has abandoned me

Now all I'm ever left is with hollowness

I dare you to look into my eyes & find my soul

I bet you'll come back empty-handed coz even my soul has abandoned me

(Part collected n part written by me)

I know when you open my diary n see these lines written at the very 1stpage instead of some cliched lines....you'd probably think I'm going through depression.... But honestly, I'm not depressed, I've passed that phase, all I'm is just tired.....yeah tired.... tired of being estranged....in this world feel of crowd n chaos I feel lonely, I feel distracted, I feel disconnected, I feel estranged..... there are people close yet far, they are known yet stranger, people very close to my heart but then again there is an only hollowness inside my heart.... Heart....the blood pumping machine.....I don't understand, why do we consider our emotions, which are controlled by our brain as heart? May be because they are vital like the heart? If the heart stops pumping blood we'll die eventually.....but sometimes....actually in my case, most of the time emotions cause us pain.....yes pain....which is again 1 emotion caused by another emotion.....complicated isn't it....yap...it definitely is complicated.....do you know another complicated thing....LOVE...that four-letter word..... which has had the entire world wrapped around....they say love is divine......then why do people get hurt because of love?....well....well that is just because true love is hard to find....yeah true love.....you must be wondering after describing LOVE as a 4letter word I'm talking about love....that's coz....coz I've promised Jane....Jane Ruso  Philip....my late best friend....that no matter how much dirt life throws on me I'll never turn faith away from true love....true love like my parents....mentioning of which I need to go check on them before going to office.....Oh....damn....where are my manners Hi I'm your Stranger Bird yeah Stranger Bird that's what I call myself...anyway my real name is Farishta.... Farishta Amore  Stonnes....yap Farishta meaning Angel....talk about my Dad's love for different languages...well I'm 30 years old an Electrical Engineer by profession, working @ XYZ International as General manager of Electrical & Electronics division....yeah that is how I like to introduce myself....yeah I know...some of you might do an eye-roll because of me bragging about my profession but what can I do...I love my profession .....my 1 true love....anyway let's go check on the love birds Henry n Lily aka my parents.....

F(Farishta): Good morning Oldies....

Both: Good morning Love....n Happy Valentine's Day to you too....

F(Farishta): yeah same....so time to take your meds oldies...

L(Lily): Love...why do you have to take so much trouble...we both can take our meds on time no? Why do you have to be our mother? You need to live a little no?

H(Henry): Yes Love I agree with your mother on this....We really appreciate how you take care of us...but don't you think you need to live a little... stop worrying about your family every now n then? Live like a girl of your age does? Why taking our burden on your shoulders?

F(Farishta): Tch....Old man never....never say that you guys are a burden to me....you 2 n my bro Nigel....you 3 people are my world....how can you even think that you guys are a burden to me?....I'm living my life to the fullest .... I've got a job which I love....I have my family standing beside me like a rock....what else does a person need?