and suddenly my legs weakens, heart crumbles in pain, my head was flushed with an ice cold or a crushed ice even
my hand trembles, i want to reach something, i want to hold something but everytime i try you let go
this power become powerless, this fear become intense
sudden loneliness, silence,
looking far away
looking at nowhere
no agony
no fear
no sadness
no death
nothing
