Nessas pov
I woke up to samy on his phone so i sat up and he wrapped his arm around me it felt weird because he was my bsf , whenever i cuddled with him it always felt right and i didnt ever want him to let go , i havent felt like this for ages . Samy looked at me and said "goodmorning " i smiled and said u 2 as i layed my head on his bare chest but i didnt know what i was thinking... what was i thinking!?he is my bestfriend ffs i dont want to ruin our friendship. i asked him if he wanted stay inside with me today nd have a lazy day he agreed which i was happy about .
He was about to get out of bed to have a shower so i just went onsocial media and scrolled through tiktok i decided i would learn the new tiktok dance savage because i had nothing else to do i had learnt half of it but i couldnt be bothered to learn the whole thing and samy came out the shower . Omg his curls looked so good i wanted to call him mine NO MIA what am i doing i cant be with my bestfrienda right after i broke up with josh .
Then i had my shower and changed into one of my hoodies and short shorts. First we watched netflix and then we decided we would make something to eat seeing as we were both starving ,we attempted to make pizza but he threw the flour at me and we made such a big mess so i threw cheese at him and it went every where but mostly on him we finally made it and put it in the oven while we were waiting for it to cook we decided to clean up because i still had flour all over me and he had cheese all over him i wiped all the flour off and we were just standing there laughing i noticed he still had cheese on him so i decided to help him it was all quite and we were staring into each others eyes i decided to break the silence and said i havent had this much fun in ages we both smiled and i picked the cheese out of his hair , he put his hands on my cheeks and smashed his lips on mine in the moment neither of us pulled away as he was about to deepen the kiss i pulled away . I looked at the ground and said 'im sorry i cant do this' i just ran to the bathroom and locked the door , what did i just do omds , i like samy but i cant be with him , because me and josh just broke up . Ugh
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Fanfictiona toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every move thats tough . so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
