Falling For Lies

Hurting From Your Lies

You hurt me. And you expected me to be okay with it.
You liked me. Liked.
You were scared you said. So you broke up with me.
You didn't want to hurt me. Ending in breaking up with me.
It all ends in hurt. You caused all of it.
I wish I could stop liking you. But it's really hard to stop.
You treated me like I was the only one.
But how many others did you treat like that?

I believed every word you said.
Every single one.
But I was so stupid to fall for your lies.
I knew you would hurt me in the end,
But I didn't realize the end would be so soon.

I knew you were going to break up with me today.
I didn't even cry, because I saw it coming.
It still hurt though. It still hurts.

I made 2 mistakes with dating you.
1) Trusting you.
The second mistake?
It was meeting you.

I saw you dancing with another girl, and you kissed her,
And it hurt,
Knowing you moved on so quick.

I read this quote and it said 'Sometimes you don't miss the person, you miss the memories.' and I thought that was exactly me.
You pretend it's okay,
That everything you did was all right,
It wasn't.

I miss those sweet texts,
I miss your smiles in the hallway,
I miss our lunch dates every week,
I miss my bus buddy
But what I really miss,
Is you.
But I guess you don't feel the same way.

So how many times have you lied to me?
Because I was falling for your lies, not you.

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Okay so I went through a breakup a few weeks ago, and I don't actually feel this bad 😂, but it did hurt and I wanted to write about it sooooooo here it is!😊