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I'm here

So this is a note not meant to offend anyone, just meant to spread my mind frame on things.  I'm the kind of person that doesn't like to socialize... I prefer to stay in my room with a book in my hand than go out and party.  But if you want to do something with me, the chances of me turning you down are slim.  If you need me, no matter what you and I have been through.  No matter the dislike I may have for you, not matter if we know each other or not I'll be here for you.  We don't have to know each other's names and we don't have to know what each other look like.  And after we talk about whatever may be going on we don't ever have to talk again if you don't want to.  I can be the kind of person you only come to when you have a problem or something emotional going on in your life and I won't mind being that person.  I won't be offended if you don't want to talk afterwards.  But what I will do is be here for you.  We all need a perrlson by our sides at times and it's sad that not all of us have that person.  I know that I can't relate to your pain and I'll tell you that from the get go.  I can't tell you I know what you're going through or I've been in your shoes.  I have been through emotional pain plenty and I can tell you that but what alot of people don't seem to realize is that nobody's situation is the same.  We all differ in our opinions and our reactions.  The scale of pain may not effect each of us I'm the same density as others.  Where some people may tell you "just smile" or "it's alright I know what you're going through" I won't.  If that offends you I appologize but in my opinion and from my experience that isn't what most people want to hear.  You want someone to understand that's true, but no one knows how to understand because they want you to cheer up and get away from the negitivity.  What I want is for you to heal.  I want you to take your time.  I want your scars to be visible, but not painful.  Pain works in weird ways your gunna say your ok because your fine your not crying, your smiling, but you are thinking about it.  And if your not given time to heal something's always gunna set you back.  Like a song that brings a memory back to surface.  A picture frame, and old saying meaningless until you remember when it was special.  Pain will keep coming back everytime.  If you say your fine I won't pressure you but I know what you mean.  I know that what you mean is your fine in the moment your fine for now.  When your in pain later I won't say I told you so and I won't tell you what to do.  I'll listen and be by your side.  If you ask me for my opinion I'll give it to you strait forward, if you don't like it I'll be fine I won't leave you I'll just ask you what you think is best.  You want my help I'm always here just a message away.  I have many different views on many different things if you want my honest opinion on anything I'll be honest with you and if any of my content offends you then you don't need to read it.  I love all my readers but there's no need for hate.  I'm not saying I reieve Amy because so far I haven't but I see alot of it and there isn't a need for it.  Not all of my stories are actual books and none of them are editied alot of my stories will most likely be public service announcements from here just because of my opinions I'm sorry if any of this offends you it's not in my intension but this is only my opinion on the world today.