Wide eyes dazed on the old book that's been laying on the empty bed , his scarlet mouth was parted and his shoulder rose steeply . He was having hard time breathing , it was his daily struggles . He knitted his long fingers and focused on inhaling the foreign air . A knocked caught his attention he can feel a light brush of soft hand on the door . It scares him somehow , he felt the comfort of being alone .
"Hey Czech " the voice said
The boy rolled his eyes and continue staring his fingers , it was dirty and his fingernails are uncut .
"How are you doing babe ? Feeling better?" asked the man , placing the box pull of medicine on the small table .Czech stayed silent , he tilted his head and stare the white ceiling . Feeling better is way too far for what Czech is feeling right now . His body is numb , his hearing is unclear . Pity for he is a very charming boy , every male and female knew him for his wonderfully good face . It was sickening though , those men in white wanted something more than offering their helps . They wanted something they could benefits
The man touched his face but he recoiled like a vampire recoiled to the sun .
"Fine " he paused , the man get the syringe he knelt down and parted Czech legs . He grabbed the boy's arm and stroke it , the man was loving what he's doing , he licked his lips and gave Czech a wink . The boy knew what will the doctor be doing next ,the fear and hatred over took him . He tug his bound hands and reached to the doctor's collar . But the chains were not that long to reach the man's cloth.
The man laughed of course he knew about Czech futile attacked , yet he played it all the time . It was amusing really how desperate he could be .
"Hey , easy babe . We've done this before " the doctor said .
Czech watched the man intently , the doctor pulled out a small bottle inside his clothes "new medicine " the man said , shaking the bottle .
"That's odd , I've been diagnosed at same illness but you guys damn ! drug me with different medications. "
The doctor face lit up , what a curious boy he thought . Too bad he knew quite different positions , maybe he's more experience than him . Czech looked at his eyes , that dark brown hue that looked so beautifully right in to his face . Yet he loathed the man , those dirty hands , their sweet tongues. The man whistled , he gave a fragile smile to the boy . " this !" He says tapping the syringes on his fingers "is for your better recovery " he whispered , as he leaned forward . Czech descend his face , he knew that once this man leaned forward he will capture his lips and all the dirty deeds will be done .
With a disappointment look the doctor lay his chin on Czech's shoulder .
"Tay "he called like he was in pained . Tay just lay there , with the syringes on his fingers. With a silent voice the doctor muttered "this will be fast " like he regretted steeping his foot on the room Czech now owns . A hinge of pain pierced his skin and push through his veins .
There ! The sensation , the burning discomfort that ambled on his bloods . Like a lightning on the silent night the medicine shocked him , electrify the dying nerves in his brains , then everything smells nice in an instant it was sweet and flowery . And he sees everything and it was all vibrant and bursting of different colors . Everything bleeds , like an explosion of colors on a huge canvas .
Everything is so good , Very , Very good . Czech felt light and easy and also excited . Excited about what ? That he never knew . But the feeling is still there , twirling and waiting to explode .
His eyes shifts everywhere , he sense everything and he can feel Tay's hands roam inside his pants . Rubbing the outline of his penis . Penis . Ah ? Right the thing . This sick human who called themselves doctors , only one thing his sexuality. Like his sexuality is the biggest mystery that no one could solved , not even him .
Czech realized that before his parents thrust him inside bloodcurdling sanitarium . Yesterday dwell upon him , he was so young , he dress the essence of youth . Black polo , navy blue jeans and perhaps he wore his brother's faded blue Chuck Taylor converse . It wasn't his best suits but it get him to the spot where every sinful minds narrowed their eyes and bit their cerise lips .
He was so naive back then , so innocent . That he didn't notice how others saw him . Gold among rusted metals.
Czech groans when he sense a wet and slimy thing touched the tip of his cock . He focused on the pleasure , up and down like a sweet threat that was given to a child .
Czech's mind somehow didn't sense the pleasure of the body. Someone arrive and triturate the image of Tay kneeling on the floor and kissing his stomach . Like unbidden guest , his lips caress his mind . Czech breath slowly , he knew he will barge in . He just needed to adjust , adapt the face that did so many worst thing to him . Anytime ?
His golden eyes scan the room . Great ! He's nowhere to be found .
"Am I good ?" Husky and mild voice whispered on his ear . He stops scanning the room and look at Tay.The hot breath is still there .
"What Tay ?" He asked , could it be Tay's voice ? But it's very different , the tone and the calmness is there . Tay's long fingers trail up to his neck and gave it a kiss .
" I didn't said anything " he whispered . Czech heart fasten . Maybe he just imagine things . Czech tilt his neck he catch a glimpse of body , laying at the center . He wore a white shirt and white pants . The same uniform he wore . "Tay-" but he was cut off when a pair of lips almost savagely smashed to him. He couldn't take his eyes off the body ,The body was feminine , bony but flawless . "Come" it said . Lurking him to lay on his cold bed . Czech brought his chained hands on Tay's face ."what ?"
" I've seen him " Czech voice trembled .
Tay's eyes lay on the boy charming yet alarmed face , it was really a shame . That rugged face has a disturb mind . He almost laughed and question everyone 'is it really possible to be perfect and fractured at the same time ?'
And the answer is 'yes ' , Czech wasn't just a theory that became law . The boy became his addiction , his state was Tay's remedy to the boy inflicted madness.
Tay noticed the boy movement , he wasn't focused . The boy's golden eyes were drifting everywhere like his looking for something .
"Tay I've seen him " The boy said .
Like whimpering dog he hid his head on Tay's chest and clenched the doctor's gown . That was the signal , the drug kick in and trampled the thoughts of his brain . Once it was done , the body won't comprehend what is reality to imagination . They done this all the time and it always worked to him .
The doctor smiled and kissed the boy's scarlet lips .
But the boy put his hand on Tay's chest and pushed it lightly. Taehyung breathe in , annoyed that his patient focused on the imaginary images that he saw.
"Focused on me Czech , close your eyes and focus on my touches "
The boy did what he was told to he closed his eyes and breath cause right now Tay's words are his prescription . "You're doing great babe , now breath in" Tay's hands travel underneath the boy's shirt . "You feeling me babe ?"
"Yeah "
"Good , very good , breath out " and Czech trembly breath out he gripped on Tay's arm and rest his cheeks on the doctor .
Tay touches Czech disheveled hair and kiss his forehead . "You feel good baby "
Czech lazily moaned , right now he felt calm and Timothée fades in to air , this was nice he thought he was feeling the harmonious surrounding pierced on his soul .
Then he hears the heavy metal dropped on the floor .
" you're now free baby , come kiss me "
And he obliged , Czech didn't recognized his own body on this passed few days sure it was his but their every command was granted. Tay lean in inviting the disturbed mind to do the same, it was easy to manipulate him this way.
