We've been live in for about 2 years, I forgive you and I forget everytime you've hurt me, Ganon nga siguro talaga kapag mahal mo nagiging tanga.
Magkasama tayo through ups and down, We're always fighting over nonsense things. but still, I choose to stay over and over again 'cause I can't afford to lose you. In 2 years of being together, I forgot to love myself.
Inintindi kita, sa pagiging moody mo, sa attitude mo 'cause I know wala ng tatagal sayo. I accepted all your flaws, your worst part but you've always hurt me not just physical but mentally as well. You make me believe na ako yung pinaka walang kwentang tao sa mundo, tinanggap ko yun,
Nawalan ako ng paniniwala sa sarili ko, naniwala akong tanga ako, naniwala akong bobo ako.
"Tinanggap ko yun.."
Lahat ng gusto mo sinusunod ko. Lahat ng alam kong kinakagalit mo iniwasan ko. Hindi ako sumasama sa mga kaibigan ko kapag aalis kase mas gusto kong umuwi sayo,
Para nga tayong tanga, masaya tayo then maya maya mag aaway na.
I'm tired,
Yes.
But still I want to be with you.
Tinatak ko sa isip ko na wala na kong mamahalin,
"kundi Ikaw. and
I did, love.
I did."
Hindi nga natin naging problema ang third party sa side ko bur everytime you've hurt me, nauubos ako.
"Wala na kong maibigay sa sarili ko,"
Dumating ako sa point na,
Shit!
Uuwi na naman ako, galing ako sa trabaho na sana kapag uwi ko,
"Walang away sana maganap"
Kase nakakapagod na,
nakakasawa,
nakakarindi.
Pero ako, Ikaw pa rin ang gustong uwian
kahit puro tayo bangayan,
hindi naman to ang
pinangarap natin nung umpisa, di ba?
Nagsisimula palang tayo,
pero bakit parang patapos na?
And then past few days,
nag away na naman tayo.
Nagpalitan ng masasakit na salita.
Sobrang wala na tayong respeto sa isa't isa, Pinatawad na naman kita kahit parang ayoko na.
Nag usap tayo para maayos na,
pero naulit na naman kinabukasan.
Nakakatawa nga,
I always asked God to keep you safe,
to keep you warm,
to keep you alive
when all you wanted for me is to die.
Dun na ko sumuko,
and then here you are,
asking for forgiveness at
nilalambing mo ako na parang
"wala lang"
" na parang hindi masakit"
"na parang walang naganap"
Muntik na naman akong lumambot,
muntik na naman akong maging tanga,
muntik ko na naman makalimutan ang sarili ko.
Sorry but stop asking me to comeback,
I've spent half of my life in hell just to be with you.
I enjoyed the burn, pain just to prove
how much I love you..
and I'am consistent of loving you,
you know that.
The moment nung sinabi ko
mula nung umpisa na di kita sasaktan,
na ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko,
"You know I did. "
But love. I don't deserve this kind of treatment,
I treated you right,
I treated you as my princess like any girls are asking for while you treated me like your slave.
This time, I will love myself morethan anything and
I will fix myself without your help.
I will continue my life with or without you.
_ignrdrxz
