Loosing Friends and being ill :(

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So I'm ill at the moment which is annoying, i guess but It means Im not at school. I've had to cancel my party this weekend due to being ill wich is pissy but hey ho. 

I'm quite bad at making friends I think. Last year i was friends with a girl who I'm going to call Zozzie for privacy reasons. But me and Zozzie were best friends then our parents had an argument and so did we.It was awlful the whole thing, then straight away she got new friends and she is popular now and Im not. But even though I still have friends its weird loosing your best friend. 

I dont really know who i am. I feel like I act different in front of different friends to impress them. I think maybe I'm to clingy and to desperate to make friends. So Im going to try toning it down a bit.

I get jealous to easy I guess, just another reason to dislike myself.

TTYL xoxo

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