Just Friends? (Cethany)

Just Friends? 53 (Cethany)

*Bethanys POV*

"What About Us?" I muttered, trying not to cry. My heart shattered into pieces and pieces. I was fine that he was gay but, I have fucked him, I have made out with him, I have done so many things with him. And it's nearly been a year of us dating. I didn't even have a Christmas kiss or a New Years Kiss. I have so many things that won't be able to do now. I was hoping we could go on holiday together, I have the plane booked and everything.
I clench my fists and look down, a tear drops from my eyes to the cold floor.

"Look Bethany..." Connor rested his hand on my shoulder. I was angry, upset, confused, depressed.
I shove his hand off my shoulder and walk out of the house, I need to be alone.
"Bethany!" Connor exclaims while walking towards me.
I run to my car and drive off. Also, my friend had left me, he knows when something bad happens, I'll just leave.
The thing was, where would I go? My parents aren't home and my sister is on holiday, I'll just live alone at home.

*Connors POV*

My head rested on my hands behind my head.
Why does it have to be me, why am I the different one? Why can't she be fine that I won't be with her anymore?
Does she even support gay people. She does, Troye and Tyler.
But WHY THE FUCK DOES SHE HATE ME?
I get a empty feeling in my heart and start getting angry. I need to refresh, take myself somewhere far, somewhere new.
I guess the proposal ring I had for her no longer needs to be discussed.
Looking for the ring, I panic, I can't find it, she has it...

*Bethanys POV*

Fuck it, I don't need you, I can breath just fine without you here.
What am I supposed to do?
My true love and first boyfriend, is gay, why does life have to be so shit?
My Motavators even hate me, I haven't uploaded in years.
Life is just a love and hate relationship.
I play my depressing playlist, I can't help but leave my life.
My eyes started watering, I was crying. My phone was going off with missed calls from Connor, I soon threw my phone into my glove draw and put the the volume all the way up, I didn't want to hear myself cry, I didn't even want to be in this position.
My mascara dripped down my cheek. I went to wipe it and all of a sudden, my life flashed within a second...