Break up with your girlfriend- calum hood

Why would you?- part 62

Waking up in the bed the next morning was very cold.

I open my eyes slightly, seeing the time on my nightstand says 1:23 pm.
"Fuck" I mumble to myself seeing as I slept in so late. I rub my eyes and roll over, feeling my feet hit something.
I open my eyes back up to see a sad but slightly pleased calum looking at my while he's sitting cross legged on the end of my bed.
"Calum?" I mange to mumble, my voice cracking sadly.
It sounded really sad. Desperate
"Hi" He softly smiles
"What are you doing" I sit up sounding angry.
Then I got angry again.
"I couldn't sleep without knowing you were ok. So I came here at like 5 in the morning, with the key I have. Don't worry I slept on the couch. I just had to see you" he says sounding a little heartbroken
"Cal" I reason.
"I'm still mad at you but don't sleep on the couch again" I softly say, my voice sounding like it's going away.
I sit up.
"I'm sorry" he says quietly
"Calum why would you?" I say getting sad looking away.
"When did you go to bed?" He ask
"Like 4 something why does it matter?" I ask frustrated at him changing the topic
"You have really bad under eyes. I'm so sorry I kept you up all night. And I can tell you've cried. Your eyes are puffy." He says getting sad
"Calum why would you do that to me" I ask upset.
"I didn't do anything I swear. I'm so sorry. It looked wrong." He says looking down
He sounds sincere
"What happened" I ask
"She came over for her things. When she came here she wanted to talk about things and I told her I didn't want to and I didn't need to and she kept on." He admits.
Moving his head to the side giving me a view of a small Hickey.
"Calum what the hell is that and don't lie" I get mad. Raising my voice the best I could. It cracked and couldn't go much higher than my soft spoken words. For sure loosing my voice.
"Y/n she came onto me, I'm sorry. She pushed me back and tried giving me a hickey and when I felt her skin on me I pushed her away. So hard , and then you came in after I told her that am in love with you. I explained to her everything with me and you and my feelings and she said she understood and she respects us and she sees why everything happened. I'm so sorry" he breaks down. A few tears slipping down his face.
I let a few slip too.
"Calum you don't have to cry. I'm sorry. I get it calum, I do" I assure him rubbing the tears from under his eyes. Cupping his face in my hands.
I pull his body to mine and hug him tight. I'm still really upset with him but I understand, I know how she is, I'm just glad he was straight forward with me. I know he gets real bad anxiety and I now realize and feel real shitty because I probably encouraged an attack last night.
"Oh my calum, I didn't cause an attack last night? Did I?" I ask harshly.
"No baby. I was fine. Just really upset and sorry" he tells me
"Thank god you didn't" I sigh
I grab his hand and interlace it with mine, squeezing it affectionately.
"Ya know you do that when you wanna comfort and assure me" he looks up smiling. Not breaking my hug.
"Really?" I ask amused
"Mhm" he hums putting his head back on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry I didn't trust you or listen" I quietly say.
"I understand. I would've done the same in your shoes" calum truthfully tells me.
"Calum is it possible that I'm absolutely in love with you" I smile looking down
"Y/n I'm so deep in love for you that if you left I'd drown" he says, my heart melting into a mush.
"I'm sorry I did that to you last night" I sadly say
"Stop beating yourself up. I'm completely fine" he says locking eyes with mine.
"You need sleep" he tells me
"Cal I just slept. It's 2. I'm fine" I tell him.
He gets off the bed moving to me, lacing his arms under my legs lifting me up swiftly.
"Calum" I complain
I see him taking us to the bathroom.
"Calum what are you doing" I ask as he opens the door to the bathroom inside my bedroom.
"Look at you gorgeous" he says slowly letting my legs slide sideways making me stand up on my feet. Wrapping his arm around my waist from behind, putting his head on my shoulder.
I look into the mirror in front of us. Smiling as I lock eyes with his in the mirror. But it fading once I see my new look.

Calum was right. I had really purple bags under my eyes. Looking sick almost. As Calum gripped at my waist more my top slid up a bit. Exposing my thighs, noticing somehow in the last few months I've gained a bit of weight.
"Why are you doing that?" He contorts his face into a confused one as he ask that question.
I don't answer but I stare.
"Hm?" He questions tilting his head to the side to try and look at my face. He slowly moves his hand to my thigh, softly squeezing it. I close my eyes sadly. He rubs my thigh.
"Y/n your legs are beautiful" he announces making my eyes open
"What?" I ask startled
"You're thinking too hard. I can see it" he says softly
"I've gained weight" I say
"And?" He ask annoyed at my words
I sigh
"Princess you look gorgeous. I like the extra weight, it looks good. With or without a few or more pounds you're still sexy and absolutely gorgeous to me" he says smoothly turning me around.
"You're so handsome" I close my eyes wrapping my arms around him.
Him giving me the best hugs as always.
"Come move with me." He hums Into my shoulder.
"Awe I miss my duke" i smile
"Youve got Toulouse" he smiles back
"Actually I miss my Ashton" I smirk knowing he can't see it because I'm hugged into his chest.
"Okay that was not funny" he says playfully pushing me off his chest.
"You know it was" I giggle
"I hate you" he laughs
"I love you" I smile
"Well you know I love you too" he says swiftly pulling us off and away to the kitchen where we danced while making pancakes.

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