Hero
Soon our kiss becomes less innocent and I push this gorgeous girl closer to me. I don't know if I ever said it, but I feel like the luckiest guy alive to call Catarina mine. Chad was really an asshole for ruining her, I don't know how didn't he realize that he had the opportunity to make Catarina the happiest and to make her love him and to treat her like the princess, but no, he ruined everything he had and he hurt her. I'd kill myself it I ever hurt Catarina at least a little bit, I know I already did, but I fixed it at least enough that she forgave me and that's all that matters. "You really like to kiss me, don't you?" I say smiling with my voice breaking a bit without any special reason and Catarina giggles against my lips as I wrap my arms around her waist making impossible for her to move from me. That's my life goal: never letting her go. "I do, that's my favourite activity after loving you" she giggles again and wraps her small arms around my neck tightly. "I love you too." we share another passionate kiss before we slowly start to undress each other. I wish there was another way of proving the love instead of usual sex. I honestly love sex, but sometimes I want something more, something original, something that will make Catarina feel special and like a princess, something she never felt before and something that girls usually don't feel.
After some time of making love to each other Catarina is laid on my chest and she snaps me out of my thoughts with soft kisses on my jaw. "You are lost in your thoughts again" she whispers in a soft voice and I smile. "Sorry babe, I guess I think a lots" I play with her a bit still thinking about some things that are worrying me, but I prefer to stay focus as much as I can. "What is bothering your mind so much?" she asks looking at me paying full attention and I sigh quietly. "Why did you love Chad?" I ask and she looks at me like she saw a ghost. "What? Why are you asking me that?" she asks and I sit down. "Because I am curious okay? I know he did shit to you for a long time so I am wondering was there a special reason why were you with him since the beginning and till the end?" she sits down too and covers herself with the blanket. I can see the insecurity in her eyes and I immediately grab her hands and stroke them hoping that will calm her down. "I don't know, I guess he was a sweet and nice man and I loved him because he was always good to me, but when he changed that love was slowly fading away even tho I kept believing he will be back and that he will be good again." She says and now I am the insecure one. "And now that he is good again? Do you still want him?" I ask not thinking of the consequences and she looks at me a bit surprised. "No, no Hero, of course not, I already told you earlier that you don't have to worry about that, I. only. want. you." she says with the most honest and loyal voice I have ever heard as she presses her lips against mine passionately and I kiss her back trying to stop overthinking.
I know that Catarina is one wonderful and kind woman, I know that she would never lie to me, I know being insecure and jealous over Chad is really useless, because he will be a junk always no matter if he looks better now or not, but I have one mission for the future and that's to make Catarina happiest she has ever been. I want to make her life amazing and I want to give her everything she deserved since the very first beginning. I want to see her wearing beautiful dress with the perfect and real smile on her face while she is walking down the aisle and then kissing her in front of our families after we both said "yes I do" and then I want to give her kids, a few adorable babies who look just like her and who we will raise with the most joy and love ever. Let's just say that I love this woman the most I have ever loved anyone and the most I ever thought it's possible to love someone. What matters to me the most if her happiness and as long as she is happy without any bigger problems, my heart is full and my life is complete.
