Alpha king's witch

Prologue

S H A N E

For as long as I can remember I have always been alone. I've never had any friends or people that love me the only people who pay me any attention is the ones that want to use me for money and connections. 

You may be wondering. What about my parents? They are sure to love me? To be honest I don't know. We barely talk to one another. Their always busy traveling for work. All they've ever done was work work work. But who can blame them being the head of the witches council the job gets very demanding.

I've always wondered what it'll be like to have siblings. I'm an only child and being alone in a mansion gets lonely. But I've never had the heart to ask my parents.

I had just moved again to royal moon last week by myself. My parents figured it'll be best to got to royal moon high school. It's a school for the high class families and for the advanced students.

I don't care much for the school nor did I care moving I'm used to it and it's not like I have friends. I'm just hoping I can make some at this school.

"Mr. Sage time for dinner"

Said one of the maids. I opened the door and walked to the dining room. It took me about 23 minutes to find the dinning room. I was still getting used to this mansion and also because I have no since of direction.

I ate my dinner silent like any other day. This table is made for 50 people to sit yet only one ever sit. Today was like any other but at the same time isn't. I was field with happiness and hope.

I start school tomorrow and i hope to make a friend or at least meet my soulmate. I've always wanted to meet my soulmate but at the same time don't. I don't think they'll like a soulmate with depression/anxiety and that is suicidal.

I'm scared for when I do find my soulmate they'll  discard me. Well he, I'm gay. I've never told anyone, well I don't have anyone to tell. As much as I'll love to I don't.

Pulling out my phone it's now 10:37. I figured I might as well go to sleep I'm not in the mood to do anything. As I walk into my walk-in closet i get my school things ready.

But as I lay down on my bed I've wondered if I'll always be alone? Where I have dark thoughts and no one cares? Will I find my soulmate and he's disgusted by me?

I opened my drawer and grabbed my sleeping pills. I've always taken 2 every night. I know it's bad to rely on pills and drugs but I can't help it's how I cope that and cutting my self. I look at the ceiling as Im pulled into a deep sleep.