because of her, you started over.you became distant; you isolated yourself. you don't want to let people in easily because you've learned and you're afraid. you're entirely a different person. your smile is more of a smirk and your eyes don't light up like they used to be. all because of one person. i don't wish you to go back and be that person yesterday. i know you hate to be him right now.
but i just hope you find the courage to start over, noah. this time for yourself and not for anyone.