The Distraction

Chapter 9

Hey guys. Sorry for the major complecations lately. So I am sorry if this is going to be quiet slow. Well I hope you all quiet enjoyed the last chapter I wrote. I love you all my muffinz<3 Also Heaven is back but writings will still be slow!

XO Shelbs<3

Warning; The dream state of Ashton Irwin may be intense for readers. I strongly advise if you do not like it then SKIP IT do not keep reading then later complain it was too hard to read.

Ashton: Dream State

Blood...There is blood everywhere, cuts on my wrist, my girlfriend crying, the feeling of death surrounding the room as I just sit there staring at my slit wrists. The gashes deep enough to cut a vein to kill me. Was that what I was aiming for? Death? Would I really leave Heaven like that? I guess I wasn't watching when I was taking my razors to my arms. I feel myself shaking and Heaven saying my name gently as tears filled her eyes. I feel someone pull me out of the bathroom and dial the phone, it was Heaven and I could hear Shelby and Luke talking? Everything I've worked hard for, crumbling because of what some irrelevant people are saying?

End of Ashton's dream state

I slowly started to wake up hearing Shelby, Heaven and Luke speaking. "When are you going to tell him?!" I could hear Shelby whispering to Heaven as I see Heaven's eyes filled with water.

"I cant tell him while he is in the hospital...he will try leaving and kill Michael." Why would I want to kill Michael? He hasn't done anything that would make me want to kill him? I'm no where near a murderer.

I gently start to speak up. "Tell me what?" Heaven covers her mouth as Shelby and Luke turn to look at me. "I'll let Heaven explain that to you." Luke says as he takes Shelby out of the room leaving Heaven and I alone.

Heaven slowly walks over to my bed and sits down on the chair near my bed. She looks so upset. Did Michael hurt her? I swear, if he did, he can kiss his 'wanna be punk rock' ass goodbye.

I felt Heaven grab my hand and kiss it gently.

"It's nothing, don't worry about it. Rest up, I'll see if you can get out tonight." She got up and left the room before I even had the chance to stop her. What the hell is going on?

I saw the nurses come in the room and stick something in my arm. I winced and started to feel drowsy. What? I don't want to sleep, I want to know what's going on with Heaven. I tried keeping my eyes open, only to have the force shut as darkness surrounded me.

Heaven's POV

I didn't tell him, I should of told him. Damn it, he's going to be so pissed when he sees the picture. I told myself as I paced the hallway by his door. I was interrupted by Calum.

"Is he okay?" He said, leaning against the wall.

"He should be fine, he might be able to leave the hospital today" I said, sounded hopefully. I've always hated hospital, the constant beeping sound of all the machines. The way it smelt way too clean, the way that death can happen at any minute. I cringed but tried covering it up.

"Is everything okay, Heaven? Since you came back from the house with Michael you've been acting weird. I know you pace when you're thinking about something. What's up?" Calum said, his voice going down to a whisper as he approached me. Do I tell him? Would he tell Ashton?

"I'm fine, Calum. I'm just worried about Ashton" My eyes found the floor and I bite my lip.

"I know he's fine. He's a tough person, he'll be fine. Tell me what's wrong. I know when something is wrong, and when you're lying. Tell me now, Heaven!" Calum said, raising his voice a little.